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Mid-terms are over...

2010-04-27T10:39:00.003+08:00

I am starting a new week and everything was like a whirlwind as there are so many things that happened. I don't even know what to say... There are so many things that I had done but not sure what I am going to do with my life... I mean... After graduation... What should I do? What am I interested in? I don't even have the answer...

I am thinking that the only answer to that is only God who has the answer for me and I think he understand the most about me and I believe that he has the best plan for me and I will just need to believe him and he will plan out everything for me. I just need to do my best in whatever I am doing now.

Yesterday, I heard Sky's sermon on questions that I want to ask God... I never thought about that... In the past, I kept complaining about my life to God and only thank him when things are going well and bad... I understand that he wants me to be stronger after every obstacle that I had in my life...

Now I think I got so many questions to ask God and I think he will be able to answer me... Why am I in Korea? What am I going to do for him? How can I change people because of my life? I believe God have answers to my life and I just have to try and search for it.. Even though it is hard... I believe that it is possible....

Last week was the most terrible hell for me because I think I lost faith in God because I didn't believe that he will be always there for me. I was afraid. I shouldn't be afraid because I have God but I know now that it is ok to be afraid because I am just a mere human. Well, even when my faith waver... God never leave me... He was with me through the exam. When I was not thinking right, he gave me directions. God is just so amazing... The way that he taught me through the holy spirit was fantastic... I feel safe because I have God. No one in this world is closer to me than him.

I have been thinking about Heejun too... This is so weird... I don't know why... I thought of the songs that he had written and inspired me so much and he contribute to who I am today... I just want to thank him for the songs that he wrote to spur me and gave me hope... Besides my greatest love who is God... Heejun is someone I am always looking up to even though he is human... I love the music that he wrote... It is so touching...

Besides Heejun... My new friend Jeanie... I love the songs that she wrote and it inspires me a lot about relationship with God. It is ok to be weak and run to God or even crawl to him... He will be with us and give us strength. There are so much feeling within me... I don't know what I should do but I believe that God has a plan for me and things will work out for me according to his will.. v(^v^)v

Just blabbering... Hahaha!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I just did another quiz

2008-01-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

***You Should Be a Film Writer***

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?
http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofwritershouldyoubequiz/

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Moon Heejun 5th Concert: Returns 1996

2008-01-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!!!

Sorry for not updating for so so long... I think it's going to be a year already since I updated...

I have been really busy with my studies in Korea... Like a bookworm... I think I will hate myself more then... Hahaha! I don't want to be a NERD!!

Hahahah!! Well, I have a life in Korea!!! I went to my dear concert!!! It was the best CONCERT that I ever went!! It was extremely high and the tickets were sold out!!!

How can I not love Heejun!!! He is simply too cute and nice to be true!!! Hehehe!!

Seeing him in person has been a dream... But well, now it is not a dream... I got to see him at last!!!

He even kneed down in front of me!!! I took a closer look at him too!!! He is simply to naughty.... He was joking throughout the concert and I really happy to see the lively him... He got so fitted after serving the militrary... All my friends were going gaga over him.

I got to know two international friends who love heejun as much as me.. They admired his talented musical talent...

I got so many nice pics from the concert taken by my friend. She is so sweet and I am really happy that I got so close with them as they are so sweet and nice. We had a great time together even though we met less than 24 hours. We still keep in contact online. I am starting to miss them now. How I wish we will be able to meet again!!

Heejun Heejun Heejun!!! Oppa!!! ROCKS!!! ^*^Loving him lots!!^*^

I think I got to stop now

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I am going to have a new dear dear soon!!

2007-10-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

Hahaha!! What a title...

Must be wondering what I am thinking right?

My new dear dear is asking me to be his.... Hahaha!!

Funny right... Hehehe!!

Since no one is reading!!

Just kinda private...

So just wanna share my happiness in my blog...

Hehehe!! I love Korea!!

:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm like Kami!!!

2007-10-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

Take the Malice Mizer Quiz

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At last I finished Korean Level one!!

2007-07-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

I was impressed by my results today!!
Hehehe!!
Straight A's for Korean Lauguage exams... Hehehe!!
Well, a close friend of mine who is a Japanese scored 99.5/100!!!
She cried and I was amased her results too!!
I am so happy to be in my class and everyone are so sweet and nice!
I have made a lot of friends here.
I will upload all the pics soon.

Hehehe!!
So sad today as we have to go back to our own path now. We will work hard together on this..

Noboko is going to stay here for level 2 and I hope we will be able to go to the same class for the next level!!

Hehehe!!
I have to go now.
:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

First Playing Golf experience

2007-07-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

It was the first time in my life playing golf today... Thanks to Nice Moses!! He brought Grace and I to the Golf Course in Yongsan. He even paid for it and our lunch. What a nice friend!!

I am so excited as I will get to meet Sukkie tomorrow!! We meet online for about 3 years and we are going to meet tomorrow!! I can't wait to see her...

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

On vacation now!!

2007-06-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

Summer is killing here...
So hot... No aircon in my room!!!
Dying of heat now...
Can someone save me out of this humid Korea!!
Hahaha!!

I am studying Korean on my own now... My classes are only starting in July...
Well, at least I have some time studying on my own now...

See ya around!!!
Remember to tag mee... I will reply!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Finals is killing!!!

2007-06-08T10:55:00.000+08:00

I love World History but it is killing me internally... Killing every single of my brain cell..

So many things to memorise and this is the first time I am taking this... I really hope that I can do well.. Or I will force myself to do it again...

What is going on with my life now... Studies... Studies.. Studies... Can I have some fun...

Yeah I think I can... I have several weeks before my Korean Class starts..

I hope things will go smoothly, I hope that I can do well for every subject and I will be so happy so that I wouldn't need to retake any subjects..

I was told that it is better to score A and B here, or it is better that we retake if we got less than that.. This is something new that I got to know here.. Everyone here is so hardworking and strives to do their best...

I still left a few days... I need to start working hard now...

I hope I will be able to enjoy my summer vacation.. Hahaha!!

Byebye for now!!! Floating into the studying room now!!! Vanishing!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I think I will stop writing my fanfic here.

2007-06-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

I will post it somewhere else...

A Haiku that I wrote!!
:)

Losing myself

Endless sleepless nights
Dreaming of you endlessly
Loving you tenderly

Whisper of kisses
Silence of love reviving
Touches of lost love

Crying out your name
Piercing pain taking my soul
Inhaled my last breath

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I am thinking of writing a short fanfic now!

2007-05-29T12:38:00.000+08:00

This fanfic will be on my blog and I will update everyday with just one paragraph.

Hehehe!!

Title: Twinkle

Dark violet ray across the dark cloudy starless sky. Twinkle sat silently on the wet grassy pasture; enjoying the magnificent violet of the night.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

More Pictures!

2007-05-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

To see all the picture, this is the link: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v393/shendymoon/Paju%20English%20Village

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

2007-05-22T15:58:00.001+08:00

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Pictures in Paju English Village

2007-05-22T15:26:00.000+08:00

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

All Asians 2007 in Paju English Village in Korea

2007-05-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

I had a great time going to Paju English Village!! I get to know a lot of people from across South East Asia. I made many good friends like Ayumi, Minori, Kaori, Jae, Scottie, Gloria, and lots more. It's a thrilling time for me to know many good speakers from across Asia.

This is my first time joining an international competition and it's enriching. I am so happy that I could participate as a adjudicator. It is not only fun but a time to build up new friendship and social network. Hehehe!!

Well to me, friends are more important and I got to know a really nice professor from Assumption University from Thailand. World Debating Competition will be held there and I am so happy that I might be going there to participate the world standard competition.

My life is on the high now. I know there are many things heading towards me and I need time to digest everything. I was so happy that I went to the English pub where super junior went during their filming of full house. The architecture in English Village is really spectacular which is so different from Singapore. I love the atmosphere there. It is also different from the streets of Korea too.

There are so many things I am able to do here. My final is coming and I hope that I am able to do well and reprociate my mother. The education system here is so different from Singapore. It is time for me to adapt with the life here and also learn how to live with the people here. I was really sad for the past few weeks and I am getting better. Don't worry about me!! I will be putting more pictures here!! Enjoy it as much as you can!!

I am so happy to get to know people from Malaysia, India, Taiwan, China, Japan, Thailand and many more countries through this competition. I am so glad that I am in Ewha Womans University that gives me the chance to live in such a wonderful experience all the things that I have never done or thought of doing before. I am grateful to Lin, she has been my pillar here.

There are so many things that happened here and makes me think more and also deeper and having more different perspectives.

I am so happy to be able to know many new friends here. They are really nice and sweet and always there to listen to me when I need a listening ear.

I miss my dear friends in Singapore. I just want to let you know that I am doing well and fine here. I am happy and enjoying my life as much as I can.

I love every single one of my friends in Singapore and I miss you guys. Remember to send me a message whenever you see me online on msn.

I have to go now. I will put up more nice pictures!!

Look out for it!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Pictures took in All Asians Intervasity Debate Competition!

2007-05-16T09:28:00.000+08:00

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

A GREAT DAY!!

2007-03-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

I had a great day today!!
I am so happy that I got cyworld so that I can also update my blog here. I know I still have another blog to update, I think I have so much to do...

I went to Chongmyo with my classmates and Professor!! It was one of my favourite trips... It is so interesting and I never imagined of going out on field trip with the professor... I love our professor so much because he is not only smart but also he is really humourous..

I have learnt so much about Chongmyo today!! I am really happy.. I got all my questions answered. We went for dineer with Professor today, he paid some for us too... I just paid two thousand which is about US two dollars!!

I am so happy today as I get to take lunch with Lin, She had been so busy lately.. I am so happy that I got to be in the same class with her for three different subject.

I think I will be taking Korean classes during summer and I think I need a lot of advice soon.

I love my mother as she loves me so much... Haha!!! I am happy to have such a supportive mum who is always there for me when i need her. I know it is hard for her to pay for me for all the things that I need.

I am grateful to her and thanks for all my friends who loves me so much to chat with me every day...

I have nothing to bargain for... I just ask for their happiness will be fulfilled!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I will be exempted from Korean Language course

2007-03-07T07:42:00.000+08:00

I am very happy that I will be exempted from the Korean Language cost. But there's another problem is that I got to take Korean Language course externally. I got to find a very cost effective Korean Language cost during my Summer and Winter holidays. I hope I will be able to think of the best way to take up all my credits in the future.

I need to communicate well with my lecturers, so that I will be able to find out the best way to live in this country.

I think working is the best way to earn money and lighten my mum's burden and I got so many things to do now until I am pretty lost of that to do next.

Well, I will take one thing at a time so that I wouldn't lose my footings here. I am so lucky all the first year courses are conducted in English and this shouldn't be a problem.

I hope that things will get better as time goes. I understand that my mum is having a tough time now. I hope things will turn out really well.

It's time for me to go for class now and today is my first time going to my major for lectures. I'm so nervous now. Hahaha!!

I hope I will have a good time today, knowing new friends and chatting with my professor.

Bye!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I got lost in Myeong Dong!!!

2007-02-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

What a day for me!!! Hahaha!!

I took another lone adventure again. I venture out of my city. I just walked around and I walked to MyeongDong.. There are so many people today on the street. I got to eat some street food today. There a very good fishcake hotdog in one of the stalls on the street of Myeong Dong!! It's delicious.

I managed not to eat instant noodle in the afternoon, I went to the KFC in Myeong-Dong and it's great. I love the Zinger burger here. They are so generous with the chicken and the vegetables. I love the vegetables here the most.Hehehe!!

The ajumma and ajusshi here are very nice to me and they take good care of me and I am so happy and safe here.

I went to apgujeong and kangnam area yesterday and I got lost again and I chat with Paul who is living in Kangnam and told me it is very easy to get lost in Seoul, especially I'm a tourist here. Hehehe!!

They are many delivery services here and even one bowl of noodle and they will send all the way to you. It is so impressive here as it never happens in Singapore. If you want food in Singapore, you have to go to the shop and pack for it.

The motorcycles go very fast here, I must be careful each and every inch I go. Hehehe!! The people here are very nice, they always take care of the elders. On the train, you will see the most unappealing or unlikely guy or girl giving up their seats for the elders and those who are in
need of the seat. I really admired the people here, and salute their thoughtfulness for the elders.

Well, walking here means you will always knocked into people as there are too many people on the streets and everywhere so must take every step with extra care.

I was in Subway in Apgujeong area a few days ago and I saw Kangta walking along the street before me. As I was walking on the street at Apgujeong area yesterday, I saw Kim Jae Won. At first, I was just looking around for the right way to the place I am going, and a car was in front of me and a guy who stand at his door and he just smiled at me when I turned to look at him.

I was dumbstruck, and I didn't know how to react. I just gave him a little smile and just walked away. Hahaha!! What a way to meet a star!!

I was walking along the street and someone just a lame excuse that I looked like his friend and asked for my number. Then, said he will drive me back. What a joke. I am lost on the street and someone offered me a ride.. Hehehe!! I just escaped from him. Hahaha!!!

I think I have an adventurous time here. Exploring everything alone. What an experience!!! I don't think most of the people get to experience the life that I am going through now. It's fun and interesting but pretty lonely.

I am thinking of times when I went shopping with my good friends and I think they will fall in love with Korea like me.

Things are really expensive here, sometimes I really don't know how does the people here lived with their life. Well, this is a mystery that I have to solve. Hahaha!!! I think they earn more and just spend more. That's the way.

I am going to bath now. I just found more and more people reading my blog now. It is really interesting. Well, I think I post more often and start posting pictures here and the streets of Korea. You got to wait for it because I am really slow in uploading the pictures as now I got so many pictures to upload.

I think I got to send a message to my oppa to tell him that I might be able to see him on his birthday this year. Let's see what is his reply.

Really gonna go now. See ya!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

At last, I got my mobile!!!

2007-02-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today is a long day for me...

I went to Abpujeong today.. I got lost a little but I gain a lot as I got to take a lot of pictures of the houses there... Can you imagine to have a playground in the city with is also near the neighbourhood.... Do you know what is it filled?

It's filled with plastic surgery clinics... I managed to get a pencil box at just 3000 won... It's pretty cheap right... About 6 in sing... It's a denim and pink pencil box.

I walked all the way from Abpujeong to Kangnam to Sinsa and back to Abpujeong... Hehehe!!! Actually I was lost for a while but I managed to walk back... Walking is a very good exercise for me.

I got Turkey Breast Sandwich from Subway in the afternoon and it was great... I love the cheese...

As I am talking about Cheese... I forgot to finished the cheese in my fridge in Singapore before coming to Korea and My mum doesn't like cheese... What have I done?

I think she will finish it up for me unwillingly... Hahaahaha!!!

I got to take some pictures in the playground and I hope I will be able to upload most of them soon. I will be very busy tomorrow, not sure whether I will have the time to upload the pictures or come online...

I'm so happy today and Lin and me were able to catch a movie in DVD Bang and It was great. Even though it was really gross but the storyline is pretty good. There is a meaning to the show, at least I have not wasted my time in watching that.

Lin went back to her dorm and I make my way back to Ulchiro!!!

There are so many things that I got to do.... So please email me if you got anything important or just give me a call.

But please remember to visit my blog for my latest update.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Thank you for all who went to send me off!!!

2007-02-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

Thanks for sending me off.. Mummy, Coreen, Jennifer, Yuri, Shihui, Meiyun, Alicia and Jaz. Ah Yee and Uncle Ernest who send me off at the airport. They even drove me there to the airport.
Thanks Ah Yee for your help and the hongbao that helps me alot over here. Thanks for your advice and I will take care of myself.

I'm so touched to have so many of you sending me off at the airport. I am going to upload my pictures here tomorrow or the day after. I want thank Jaz, Coreen and Alicia for your sweet presents. I will keep them with me.

I only got two meals yesterday. I got my breakfast in the place at 3.55am in the plane and my dinner with Wendy and Lin in a Japanese restaurant. They treated me with a sumptuous dinner. We went for a drink at a very classy cafe and I order Cherry Coke and Lin ordered Cherryade. and there's a cherry in each cup.

I will be very busy after Chinese New Year.

Do you know something? It's like Korean New Year is also known as Chinese New Year here. I thought it will be Korean New Year.

I got to meet a lot of new friends here. They are so friendly and cute. Hehehe!!! Guys here are not super good-looking but they are very good in dressing up and make them look cool and cute.
Hehehe!!! It's a pleasure to walk on the street with so many people dressing up so well. I really like the fashion here, it's like a fashion hub. It's so different from Singapore. Every one here spend a lot of time on dressing up. The people here are very warming and hospitalising and they are making me feel welcome.

I love the motel here. It's a small and heart-warming hotel that provides me with coffee and kimchi. I really like this small and family-oriented motel. I couldn't go out early today because Lin has things to do and I will spare myself with some time updating my blog here!!!

I got to know Wendy yesterday and she is sick today and I hope she will be well soon. She caught fever today and couldn't visit dongdaemun with Lin and me today.

For your information, there are many guys look better than DBSK on the streets here. They are really cute too. I love walking through the street with cold breeze blowing towards you and enjoy looking at people walking on the street.

I went to 2 very nice cafes yesterday. I went with Lin to a cafe that she frequently visits here and I got to know the Manager there. The cafe is just outside my university. The cafe that we went to in the night is near Honggik University. Hahaha!!! There are so many universities and this place is really interesting and rich in culture.

I love the weather here and I am falling in love with wearing coat... Hehehe!!

I don't know we will be going to dongdaemun as planned because Lin's friend needs her help in her assignments so she will be meeting me later.

I am going to get a mobile later and please email me if you need my mobile and I will reply your mail as I don't have all of your emails in my gmail account.

Please forgive me that I have not contacted you through email because I don't have your account in my address book.

I need to go now and start watching hana kimi on youtube.

I wish everyone all the best and I will try to update my blog everyday to let you guys feel more assured that I am doing fine and well here.

Have a wonderful day.

Bye!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Busy packing all my stuffs!!

2007-01-30T18:06:00.001+08:00

Moving to another country is not easy.

Firstly, I got to clear all my stuffs from my home and then I got to pack all my things into a big luggage.

Oh god!!! Since when I got so much things in my home that I don't even touch every day.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Wings of the angel ~ Snowie Cupid

2007-01-30T15:18:00.000+08:00

Sitting alone on the bench
Rain falling on my frail body
Soaking my white silky dress
Crying aloud at your name

A strong bright ray shone upon me
My eyes were forced to close
I pried my eyes open
I saw a shadow of a human with wings
It donned in front of me

It moved closer to me
The brilliant bright ray pierced my eyes
It forced them to close again

Suddenly, a warm pair of hands hugged me from behind
I trembled in fear and a mixture of feelings
I opened my eyes again
I saw a pair of white wings enclosed
the angel and I together

I turned and found the angel's face
It seems so familiar
Then I realised it's the face of my Dear
It smiled back warmly at me

"Don't be afraid, I'll be your angel till eternity!"

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I've cancelled my mobile.

2007-01-30T15:01:00.001+08:00

Please call my home number to look for me.

I'm sorry for cancelling my mobile service weeks before I leave Singapore as I want to save some expenses.

I hope you will understand.

Those who doesn't have my home number, please email me.

Thank you.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My poem

2007-01-11T16:05:00.000+08:00

Escape

Running through the wilderness in my white translucent dress
Heavy raindrop hitting hard upon me
Bitter tears washed away by the glacial callous rain
Crying away to forget the heartbreaking scene
I don't think I will ever recover from this pain

The pain is so excruciating
It instigated my heart hammering severely against my ribs
It triggered my tears to flow unwillingly
It jellified my limbs till I no longer stand

I want to run away from the face of the earth
I want to hide from the reality
I want to forget you totally
I want you to regret for not fulfilling your promises

I kept running through the rainforest
But I couldn’t see an end to it
I want to vanish into thin air
I want to erase everyone’s memory of me
I want to leave this tragedian world

Flashes of our memories
A rose from you before you left me forever
Your first profession of your love
Your first kiss
Every single word that you said
Vivid memories crashing through my mind

I knocked into a tree unknowingly
I fall hard on the roots of a mammoth tree
Soaking in a pool of filthy mud
Looking at the beautiful green leaves

Listening to the sweet chirping of the birds and insects
Thin sunray piercing through the thick leaves
Today is the day that I will forget youI’m no longer yours
My heart is no longer yours
My entire being belongs to hell now
Bye my Forever Love

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Happy!!

2007-01-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy now.. There are so many wonderful things happening.. Hehehe!!

I am going to fulfill ONE of my dreams soon. Hehehe!!

So the dream to study overseas is going to be fulfilling in about a month. There are tons of things that I have to do. I have to spring clean my home before flying off. I got to meet all my friends before going too.

I was so happy during Christmas as I got a present from Coreen and it's a pink necklace.

Wow!! It was my last Christmas in Singapore in the next 4 years. I'm looking forward to exciting life ahead of me. It will be a challenge but I believe I am able to overcome it and live my life to the fullest.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Flying off on 15 February!!!

2006-12-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

My feelings are in total mess now...

Happy in a while... Uncertain in a while... Crazy in a while... I don't know what is happening to me.. I think it is because of me leaving my family and friends soon.

I have been going out with my friends for gathering and I managed to get most of my poly friends to go out with me before I leave..

I miss Xiaowan, Shanyan. Nerissa, Cecillia, Waileong, Kevin, Steve, Kerson and Nigel... a lot!!! I think I will miss them for four years when I am in Korea..

I'm excited to be able to meet Se Eun and Lin soon... I miss them so much and I will be arranging to meet some of my Korean online friends too.. Like Sukkie!!! My dong whom I love so much...

Last and not the least... I will be able to see Heejun when the completed his military service... Isn't that awesome??

What is even better is that he says he wants to meet me.. Hehehe!!!

Wow!!! So many things happening at the same time.. I don't even have the time to grasp what is going but I know whatever that is coming for me and really cool and unexpected.

People who wants to meet me before I go better call me now.. Or I will be gone.. Hahaha!!

Joongie is someone I want to meet to... Hahaha!!! He will be smacking my head soon...

Hahaha!!! I don't know how is it going to be when I meet him!!!

So many things that are uncertain.. Hehehe!!!

Just live a day as one!!!!

Live it to the fullest and when all loved ones around you.

Appreciate everyone THAT IS in your life... They are the ones who will always stand by you when you need them the most.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Oh My God!!!

2006-12-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

I just received some news from my colleague and he told me that the standard of living of Korea is the highest across continents....

Wow!!! I think I got to prepare more money for my studies and I got to save more too... I can't spend my money now... I must save it for rainy days....

Hehehe!!! I hope I will get a job in Korea after living there for 6 months, to lighten my mum's burden. I am going to master Korean, so that I can find a job there.

I am going to strive really hard to do well in my studies.. Aja aja hwaiting!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm going to Korea on either 18 or 19 Feb

2006-12-05T17:34:00.001+08:00

I'm so lucky to have my mum who is going to support me for my studies in Korea...

I love my mum so much and I owe so much to her... She is the best mum in the world, without her I wouldn't be who I am today...

Thanks to her patience and tender care. I am grateful to God too. He grant me my wish of going to Korea to further my studies.

There are so many uncertainities in the beginning... but things are settled now!!
:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm so sad!!!

2006-12-01T09:06:00.000+08:00

I got admitted to Ewha university, but I might not able to go there to study because I didn't get the scholarship... I just heard from Lin that the scholarship is just for those from third world country and Singapore is not counted as one...

So discourage now as I can't continue my dream... Lost my way... I don't know what to do... Things in life is not going my way... What am I going to do??

Well I don't know what I can do but to check out are there study loans available that I can apply so that I can continue my studies there.

I want to thank Lin for always her best to help me. I am thankful to her.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm accepted by Ewha University!!! I'm so happy!!

2006-11-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

"Oh God... All my wishes are coming true....

There are so many things now in my heart... I just can't express them... On one side, I'm so happy that I got accepted but I couldn't get a scholarship and now what I am facing is the financial problem.

I have discuss with my mum and she seems supportive. I hope I will be able to get some help from the university there.

Well, I will start my campus life in next year march... I can't wait to go there... Being able to go to Korea and University had been my dream for so long... This is something that I want to do and I hope that I will be able to adapt easily to life there.

It will be very different from Singapore's environment and most of my schoolmates from from different countries like Egypt, China Taiwan, Japan, Africa, and all around the world...

I am the only SIngaporean.. Hehehe!!!

I am printing all the related stuffs now... I am so confused now and i didn't get to sleep very well as so much thinking had been going on my head!!

I thank God for bringing Lin into my life, she is my pillar. Even though she is younger than me, she is my role model. I love her so so much as she is one of my best friends, I really hope our friendship will last till eternity....

I am so happy that Coreen and my mum have been so supportive and I am grateful to all of them. They filled in the missing pieces of the puzzle of my life.

There's nothing that I can ask for more, having so many friends having faith in me motivates me to work hard and not let them down. I am grateful to God for giving me this chance to enter into that University.

I thank god for fulfilling my hope and anxiety. God is the only one who loves me more than anything. He gave what I ask for and never ask for anything in return. What he asked for is my heart to be faithful to him.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Hahaha!!!

2006-11-14T13:18:00.001+08:00

I just found out my blog can start writing in Korean now!!!
Hahaha!!!

I am going to update more often in Korean...
Stay tune!!!
:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Really scare now!!!

2006-11-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

I have been waiting for Ewha University's call for so long, but no vail...

I am really scare that I can't enter into the university...

I really want to study in university and experience a new kind of life there....

I really hope for the application for the scholarship will be successful... I want to experience another kind of lifestyle and culture...

I love adventure and also challenges so that I can grow from it.. :)

I have to go now... As I am falling sick... I hope i will get well soon...

:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I have been so busy....

2006-10-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

Lalalalala........

Have been busy with work and haven't been studying my Korean for so long... Only revise once or twice a week....

This is not enough.... I've got to buck up....

I'm so scare now.... I have just submitted my application for university.... I feared that I wouldn't be accepted into the university....

There are so much things in this world that I want to do but I have limited funds, strength and time to do them all....

I just find myself so greedy... I want to have more time than the others and do all the things that want to learn....

I have been doing a little co-calling to some company and there are so many rude people out there and many nice people out there...

I got a little discouraged after calling a few companies with rotten receptionist...

Well, things happens, I just got to accept it and this is my job... I can't complain...

I miss Joongie so much that I wrote so many messages and he really took his time reading it and replying me... He is so kind and patient... I feel so bad because Junnie oppa replied my message but I don't understand his message because it's too difficult and I am just a beginner in Korean...

I have been lazy to check the dictionary too... I'm just so bad... I will write to Junnie oppa soon... I love Junnie and Joongie the most because they really treasure me alot... They let me feel so close to them....

I just hope that Joongie will take good care of his legs... He still feel sore... I feel so sad when he told me that that it sore sometimes... Well, injuries doesn't go forever, it will relapse too...

I just hope that he will be able to take good care of himself...

Nothing in this world is more importance than one's health, so we have to take good care of ourselves and not overstress our body...

Our lives is given by God's grace, we have to treasure... Even though life will be hard, this is a lesson that we have to learnt!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm so lucky!!!

2006-09-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

I have three dear dear and one dar dar!!!

No one will ever knows them!!! Hehehe!!!

Thanks for Dar Dar who always being there for me and always reminding me to take food and not miss my meals...

I'm lucky to have Dar Dar who cares and always being so sweet...

I've got to go!!!

Thanks Dar Dar for always missing me!!! Hehehe!!!

I love Bear and Bear loves me!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I lost my watch

2006-09-26T14:38:00.000+08:00

Oh God!!!

I lost my watch yesterday when I went out with Coreen!!!

I had a great time shopping but I lost my watch with lots of pink crystals... It's pretty expensive....

I'm so sad because I just bought it last week....

I'm very happy too as Heejun messaged me last week... It was the first time I wrote in Korean and he understands... He is simply amazing....

My Korean is not very good but he was able to answer my every query...

I've been busy with work and thanks to Heejun that he makes my day really good...

I miss him so much... I thought of start to blog in Korean about I failed... This blog can't read in Korean.... It's so sad....

Heejun Oppa is so cool... He answers all my messages and my Korean friend told me that he replies my message as Heejun doesn't answer all the messages...

She told me that Heejun really likes me a lot and it's really hard to let him keep responding to messages... I'm so lucky to be loved by him....

I don't always message him because I scare that he will find me irritating... but my friend told me to write more... Hehehe!!! Who in the world is sweeter than Heejun... Always ask you to sleep well and don't catch a cold... Hehehe!!!

No one is better than Heejun except Hero and Hiroki!!! Why all the guys names start with "H" What a conincidence!!! Well, they are all well-loved by me!!! Hehehee!!

I really like Hiroki too!!! Hehehe!!! He is simply too sweet.... ALways messaging me and says that he misses me... I miss him too...

We have been friends for so long and he is still so sweet!!! This is the first time I find a celebrity so close to me... He is just such an interesting person but he is always so busy and it's really hard to chat with him... But I'm glad that he always reply my emails and just love to chat with him.

Hero Hero!!!! Where are you??? You're not online for so long... Just feel like kicking your butt....
I know that you are busy, but just miss you so much....

When will you be free to message me and when you see your name here... DOn't be surprised.... It's me and always me and I will kick your butt for not keeping in touch....

Hehehehe!!!!

You better be a good boy and message me.... hehehe!!!

Well.... Going to be dead tired after a long day as I got so much things to do!!!

Well just taking a little time to update my blog as I have not touch it for so long.....

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My favourite Song!!!

2006-09-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

Love Letter

Last Christmas 이번만큼은 어떤 일이 있어도 함께 할께
내 두손에 작은 빛이 내 앞에 널 감싸안고

Last Christmas 행복해야해 니가 있어 정말 난 다행이야
이젠 우리 둘만에 눈부신 추억이 special

널 위한 오늘이야 달라진 내 모습에 넌 놀랄까
걱정되고 두렵기도하고 하지만 난 너에게 달려가

(널 사랑해) 고백할 생각에 난 내 얼굴은 벌써 빨개져오고
우리 어렸던 그 시절에 손잡고 부끄러워 하던 너처럼

Last Christmas 이번만큼은 어떤 일이 있어도 함께 할께
내 두손에 작은 빛이 내 앞에 널 감싸안고

Last Christmas 행복해야해 니가 있어 정말 난 다행이야
이젠 우리 둘만에 눈부신 추억이 special

한참을 서성이다 너무 아름다운 너를 보곤
두 손엔 모래와 울보였던 네가 맞나 고민하다 너에게 갔지

어떤 말부터 꺼내야 하나 말문은 막히고 자꾸 한숨만
바보처럼 woo~ 그런 내 손 잡고 니가 먼저 고백했지(사랑해)

Last Christmas 이번만큼은 어떤 일이 있어도 함께 할께
내 두손에 작은 빛이 내 앞에 널 감싸안고

Last Christmas 행복해야해 니가 있어 정말 난 다행이야
이젠 우리 둘만에 눈부신 추억이 special

어떤 말부터 꺼내야 하나 말문은 막히고 자꾸 한숨만
자꾸 한숨만 눈부신 추억이 눈부신 추억이 special

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

희존오빠과 재중오빠를 좋아해요!!

2006-09-18T02:32:00.000+08:00

희존오빠과 재중오빠를 좋아해요!! 너는 사랑해 고마워요!! 용원히사랑해!!

나는과 재중를 만났어 해복게요!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

MINWOO YOU TOOK MY HEART!!!

2006-09-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha!! What a cute Title!!!

I have regrets of not getting the best tickets but I never regret it too because I got "noticed" by Minwoo and Dongwan!!!

They are really sweet and nice!!!!

How can I forget them!!! Hehehehehe!!!

I really can't get to sleep already!!! hahahaha!!! I love Minwoo because he responds my love!!! Hahahaha!!!

Hehehehe!!!

Thanks to Jennifer for coming to the concert with me or I will be alone!!! She is the best!!! Nicest friends like ever!!! Miss going concert with her and we agree to bomb each other's friendster testi!!! Hahaha!!! BECOZ of this!!!

Jennifer... Thanks for your love.... Because of you I will be able to enjoy such a wonderful concert even though it is a little embarassing... because of Minwoo...

He makes me love and hate him!!! Hehehehe!!! So embarasing when he responds to me and he saw... Hehehehe!!

So sweet and nice memory!!!

:):):)

The seat is 3 and 4 and we are at the first row of A03 in Singapore Indoor Stadium!!!! Hehehehe!!! I will never forget this time specially for Jennifer and Shinhwa!!!! From 8.30-10.30PM!!!!

Thanks for making my dreams come true!!! My dear Jennifer to make me able to see them!!!

I love blur dongwan!!! Sexy Minwoo!!! Handsome Hyesung!!! Hunky Eric!!! Cool Junjin and Cute Andy!!!

Hehehehe!!! Minwoo is always getting all the girls!!! Hehehehe!!!

I like the new group called Lug too!!! HEHEHE!!!!

THey are good singers too!!!

Hahahaha!!!

I want to Thanks Sungie Oppa!!! For your attention too!!! You kept coming to my side!!! I will always support you silently!!!

Even though we might be far from each other!! My heart will always be near!!! As I will always be right behind you to support and to grow with you!!!

Shinhwa Oppa!!! Joahaeyo Yongwonhi!!!!!

:):):):):)

It will always be kept in my memory and HEART!!!

Joongie Oppa!!! Don't be sad!!!!!

You are forever in my heart!!! I will never forget you!!!!

My dear!!!! Thanks for everything!!! My love and attention will go to you!!!

Don't be jealous.. It will be only for a while!!!

Take care!!!! All the best to all my dears!!!

Shinhwa Rocks!!!

Joongie!!!! YOU ARE FOREVER MY ANGEL!!!

Thanks to my sweet ANGEL!!! THANKS FOR BEING MY ANGEL THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET!!! FOREVER LOVE!!! Thanks for protecting me!!!! Oppa Joahaeyo!!!! Saranghae Yongwonhi!!!

I want to thank Jennifer for helping me to get Jimmy's limited edition cap and cd!!!

Jimmy is someone who I will never forget!!! Jimmy Oppa Bogo sippeoseyo!!! When can I see you again? I'm so lost in touch with you... Please come back to me!!!
:):):)

:):):):)
~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Younhee Ounni Joahaeyo!!!

2006-08-30T11:10:00.000+08:00

WOW!!! I have been partying so much....

Nearly go crazy partying with friends and my family....

I know it's like something so big this year...

I want to celebrate it with all my friends and everyone I love...

Thanks for all your presents, I really love them so much....

I love the gathering in my house with fans from TVXQ SFC...

Thanks for all the gifts from my good friends and best friends...

I really appreciate them and I will treasure all the gifts that you guys given me...

It will be my deepest and most important treasure...

Thank you for your kind love and understanding!!!

I really enjoy all the good times with you and it will always be kept in the deepest of my heart...

I want to thank Junnie and Joongie Oppa for all your kind love, attention and understanding towards me and I will always treasure my precious friendship with you and I know I will never be alone with you guys around me to take care of me...

Guys, thanks for all your wishes and I really hope that the three wishes that I had made will come true!!!!

Hahaha!!! I'm not going to tell.... But interesting!!!! Meiyun got a few of my wishes right... But I am not going to tell what are they!!!!

Hehehe!!!

There are so many things that I would love to do....

Still waiting for the chances to come along...

Application to university is around the corner.... I am going to send my application soon!!! I really hope that I will be able to go there and study....

I really hope that my application to the university will be successful!!!! I really wish that I can be able to go University...

I got to go now.... Have to do my work already...

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Junnie Oppa is the best!!!

2006-08-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

Junnie Oppa Joahaeyo!!!!

Oppa seang il mesagi gomapwoyo!!!! I'm so happy on my birthday as Oppa message me on my birthday and wishing me all the best and telling me the good news that he might be able to meet his fans soon....

Hehehehe!!! Oppa is so sweet and nice and I was so busy to translate what he said.... Well I only able to understand some.. Hahahaha!!!

God... Please help me to understand Korean soon.... Hehehehe!!!

Hahaha!!! I start to love messaging Junnie Oppa!!! He is my pillar now... Hahaha!!!

As for my another dear... I miss him so much and waiting for his message.... Hahahaha!!!

Well, he did message me... But I want a longer one...

I'm greedy... but he is busy....

Well, no matter what they are my best dear dear....

What to do... Got to understand them and be behind them and always be there for them when they need me....

This is what I am... A support to them.... But they will be my support when I need them....

:):):)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Sad past few weeks... This is my happiest week!!!

2006-08-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

I was so sad the last few weeks.... Got to keep so much in my heart and can't share with anyone....

But now I am happy.... My dears are doing fine!!!! I'm glad to see them healithy and strong.... Now I get to understand a lot of things are beyond my control.....

Getting comforted from someone you care or love is the most fortunate thing.... Being able to be with one of the pillar of my life is the most satisfying event that happened to me....

I know everyone must have a reason for not being able to catch hold of each other, but thanks for every thing that you have done for me!!

So tired now!!!! It't time for bed.....

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Thanks Junnie Oppa!!!!

2006-08-16T15:46:00.001+08:00

Oppa!!!! Kamsahammida!!!! Mesagi gomapwoyo!!!!

Hahahaha!!! Well, firstly I want to thank Junnie oppa who is always there to support me spiritually or I will be dead by now....

By god's grace. I got to know Oppa!!! Oppa's songs gives me strength to live on my dinosaur life!!!

A stoney age has invaded my world, I don't want to be stoney!!! I want to leave.... Leave behind nothing.... But I know I can't....

I will let down the two most important person in my life.... Besides my friends.... They are the pillar of my life.... But now I ended up to be their pillar.....

What is going on??? I'm not sure.... Feeling sad for my dear dear and I hope my Junnie wouldn't fall sick too....

Can you believe it that Junnie Oppa is my guardian angel, always praying for me to be well and happy... I am so lucky to have such an oppa!!!!

Being so loved and pampered by him is such a priceless gem that nothing could ever replace....

I'm so attracted to their love and patience towards me....

Me the lucky one??? Really???

Am I the lucky one?? Well, I do understand..... Will forever be satisfied!!!

Thank you my loves!!!

Saranghaeyo Yongwonhi!!!!

Hero Cha kia!!!!! You better get well soon or I am going to cream you!!!!

Hahahaha!!!! Don't think too fast... Hahahaha!!! My dear cha gia!!!! I miss you so so much... I know you are busy, but when you visit my blog.... Please remember to email your dear me.... OK??? Hehehehe!!!

Wear more warm clothes and drink more warm water..... I know your bad habits.... You gonna kick them before you can get well..... You don't kick them, I'll kick your butt.... Hahahaha!!!

Jeongmal bogo sippeoseyo!!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My computer is down

2006-07-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

Oh god!!!! I'm so sad that my computer is down and my mum is not around.... She went to Hokaiddo for holidays!!!

Lucky mum but poor me have to stay in Singapore and well I know how to enjoy myself by doing all the things that I like in this week....

Now I not only have two dear dear, added to the list one DAR DAR!!! Who is this Dar Dar... That's for me to know and for you to find out...

Hahahaha!!! Have been busy with studies and work, so when is the last day for rest.... Well my rest time is over, it was over since my last trip to kl....

Well, my brother is asking me to go KL and Genting with him.... Still thinking should I go with him in October...

Well I would like to go Genting... I want to see the changes there, but I gonna spend loads of money again....

What in the world is that!!! I think this is how life goes, and in reality no one is responsible for the right and wrong and well i think what is right and wrong just a very thin line of difference....

No one could be totally right or wrong.... Only God have the real definition of what is good and bad, right and wrong...

So what am I going to do next... another leap of my life???

Not sure.... Still have so many things on the hold and not sure what to do....

Well, when time comes, at the right moment.... I will know what to do and what I want in my life....

Things are never the way I want it but how am i going to survive through these tests and trials... Hehehehe!!!

Lunch is going to be over soon!!!! Hehehehe!!! Bye bye!!! :)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I am going to change my job

2006-07-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!!! Wow!!! I'm so happy that I am going to be able to work in another company soon....

I'm not sure what is going to happen in the future but I really pray for everything to go smoothly and I hope it will be full of abundant of love and dreams....

Dreams for me to pursue and achieve, to live as a human and do whatever i want and i like.... not at the expense of the others but living my life as everyday is the last, and be a happy and jovial Shendy again...

I know that I have changed a lot through these few months, I want to thank all my friends for being so patient with me and didn't walk away from me even there is a change in my attitude....

Well, I do learn the facts of life and I know it myself but sometimes, i wish I will be in Fairyland and enjoy the beauty and colours of this world, but reality force me to look the other side of this world....

I hope that this world will turn into a much more beautiful world than an ugly fictatious world... A world that is never real....

Well, in the 1st country in Singapore, there nothing I could be angry about or frustrated over, because what can I bargain that I am living one of the best place in the world with proper educational system.... and living environment...

I am in the comfort zone for too long, it's time to untie my leash, to let myself to walk out of Singapore to see the world out there...

Hahahaha!!! Well, I'm born in the year of dog, so the leash is couching on me for too long.... It's time for me to go... To do the things that I want as I only live once, with no second chance or bargain for extra time...

I'm glad that I have tried everything that i want to... Well it's time for me to explore more to what I want to do...

I want to learn all languages in the world, to communicate with people from all walks of life and also conversing with them with their native language.... A dream for me to look forward for and to get closer to people and nature....

Nature is a gem that we were blessed by god's will to give us enjoy the beauty of it and making full use of it, but people just taking advantage of it....

What a world that I am born into!!!! Well, I will continue to survive to the day that I breath my last....

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Unforgettable Night!!!!

2006-07-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

The night!!! The night that I will never forget!!!!

14 July 2006!!!!!

That memorable night that kept my heart thumping!!!! TVXQ First South East Asia Concert!!!!

IN KL BUKIT JALIL STADIUM!!!

On that day itself, I bought 3 posters and 6 Joongie's posters!!!

What I am??? Severely possessed with Hero!!! Yes, I DO ADMIT!!!

Hehehehe!!! Who is more important to me besides Heejun and JaeJoong!!! Besides my family and friends??

Well, I will never forget the night JaeJoong and I looked into each other and deep in our hearts we hear each other.... I was quite worried at the beginning of the concert as I found JaeJoong caught a cold. He kept rubbing his nose when he danced and sang....

I'm glad that JaeJoong brightened up at the end of the night... I think he was sick as he doesn't look really well on stage that night...

It was unbelievable because I can watch Rising Sun with 5 members on live,... It was simply incredible!!! I never expected to see this in my entire life, because JaeJoong was sick and it is hard for SM artistes to perform in Asia!!!!!!!

Well!!! I'm glad that I am born at this century that I am able to see JaeJoong and TVXQ live performance.... They are really professional and fantastic performers....

I really love them so much and I took a picture with all of them except Changmin and Xiah!!! Because one is too low and the other is too high!!!

Hehehehe!!!!

What a joke!!!! Well, what is better than their performance!!! Well nothing, but I believe Heejun's concert will be as great too!!!

I can't believe I was so high at their concert!!! I kept singing, dancing, swaying and jumping throughout the concert!!!

Well, I'm not going to forget about Super Junior!!! Their performance was awesome too!!! They sang 4 songs and 2 songs with TVXQ!!! Well!!! I'm so lucky to be able to see them right in front of my eyes!!! They are really good looking!!!!

There are 13 guys in Super Junior and 5 in TVXQ and I saw all of them on the night of the concert as Super Junior was their special guest...

I believe Siwon also recognise me as he just stood in front of me and looking at me and gave me a smile. Hero also did the same thing, they squatted in front of me and smiling at me!!! I am so happy that I am able to have invisible communication with them!!!!

I am so happy today as JaeJoong sending an email to me... Hehehe!!! I am so happy as he still remembers me... I'm so touched!!!

I went for SM audition with Coreen and Meiyun!!! I was so dumb the, because at first I was registering jsut as a singer, but the girls infront of me are registering for more than one, so I just add acting!!!

Ended up I was with two talent to protrait!!! Hahahaha!!! So I did!!! I sang and acted and I think I did moved two judges with my acting skills and they were quite impressed... They as me a few questions and proceed with Coreen!!!

They also want us to dance and wants all of us to dance together!!! So embarassing!!! Well, the audition experience was interesting!!! It is my first time and I am able to learn something from it!!!

I was so nervous as I sang the wrong lines and luckily the song that I sang, they have not heard it before!!! Hehehehe!!! Narrow escape!!!

Well, I have gained so myuch from this Malaysian trip and it was so fruitful and I was able to shopped and purchased so many things!!! From accessories, to posters to make up box!!! Well, I'm really happy that I am able to do so many things in just 3 days!!!! It's was an incredible and fulfilling holiday!!

It was one of my best vacation besides Australia!!! Something for me to remember and keep in me till my last breath!!!!

I am so fortunate that I am able to see TVXQ concert as this is a rare chance to see them face-to-face... I was very lucky then as I was able to be in the front row of the standing area!!!

Wow!! It's so late now!!! Gonna go now!!! I hope you like my update!!!! I will update my pictures later!!! See ya around!!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Finally I am able to complete my fanfic.

2006-06-28T10:23:00.000+08:00

I have not been writing for so long and at last I got the time to complete it... It's called A night in Lette!!!

Featuring Xiah and my best friend, I think I like this plot a lot but not sure about the others? What are your thoughts?

Well I have been so busy with work and now I have the time to design my own website and I hope I will be able to finish the design asap...

I need to get back to work now... Slacking a little at the same time!!! Hehehehe!!

See ya around!!!

Will always love you and I am so happy that I got to chat with Shanyan yesterday night and I miss her so much. During poly days, it's so easy to meet her and talk to her but now she is so far and we are working towards our own goal, creating new beginning for our own life.... I wish everyone is my cohert in Temasek Poly all the best in whatever they do and I hope one day we will meet and catch up!!!!

:):):) I hope the day will come!!!! :):):)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Se Eun I miss you so much!!!

2006-06-27T01:16:00.000+08:00

I just got to read an email by Se Eun.... God knows how long we have not been in touch... I miss her like hell and at last I got information on her and she is doing well and I am so happy for her that she found a job after so long....

I'm so worried for her as her health might be affected as she have to take the metro for two hours to and fro every day....

Wow!!! I think she makes a really big sacrifice and I hope she will be able to move to a place which is much more convenient for her...

Well, things are piling now as school is starting and I have to start giving tuition again... I am currently having private Korean class from my Ounni and she is so sweet and I really adore her a lot... She is not only pretty and very smart too and she is pretty good in English too..

I'm glad to have a friend like her and she encourages me alot and very helpful in whatever I seek for her help..

Well things are going to be pack again and I have to work more than 12 hours day again... Hehehehe!!!

I want to lose weright now... Make all my fats disappear!!!!

How am I going to do it??? Well with my determination and faith and I am going to do more exercise now!!!

:):)

Well, A new revolution is to lose as much as I can!!!!

HEHEHEHE!!!

I'm so tired today and got to go and bath now!!!!

See ya!!!!

:):):)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I got the tickets for TVXQ Concert!!!

2006-06-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

I was really happy last Saturday as I finally able to get TVXQ concert tickets!!!

I got the best stand place... I think I gonna go there early..... Hehehehe!!!!

The people in kpop kingdom forum are really nice and warm.... I feel like a family when I post my message.... Thank you for wanting to get to know more about me!!!!

Well, everyday is like a routine to me.... Always doing the same things over and over again... I think I am going to get a new job soon....

I'm thrilled that I received a call from my attachment manager to ask me to work for her... I really look forward for our meeting, which means I am going to change my job soon....

I am so happy now, even though there are many changes happening this year but I am really happy as it is like a challenge to me and it is up to me to work hard for it or just forget about it!!!

What do you think I am going to do? Going to work hard for it? Yes!!! Well this is the real me... the one will strive hard to achieve, even there will be sacrificial of time or something more precious.

Well I will never get the best out of two worlds, but one... I want to learn to take whenever I can swallow or I will choke to death... Hehehee!!!

Being satisfied with what I have is essential as it will humble my soul, so that I will not be arrogant and accept everyone for who they are and not what they are...

I am now having designer's and writer's block... I need some remedy.... I think JaeJoong and Heejun will be my remedy!!!

Can someone help me to get them? Hahahaha!!! Went Maybe!!! My dear nam dongsaeng who is in Korea to check out Junnie Oppa for me!!!

I am so happy that I have so many ounnis' and oppa to help me in improving my Korean and I am having so many private tuition on Korean now...

I'm feeling so loved by my ounnis and oppa... I'm so glad that I have them by my side...

I really hope and pray Mrs Dong Appa's operation will be successful... I'm so sad that he contracted cancer and Mrs Dong is so sad.

I really hope Ounni's father to recover soon...

Things happens unexpectedly, so I have learnt to treasure time with families, as we will never know when will be our last breath on earth!!!

:):):):)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

SUN N MOON

2006-06-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

SUN N MOON NEVER MEET WHEN THEY MEET LOVE OF THE CENTURY WILL SURFACETHAT IS THE DAY WE WILL REUNITE...

This is the time loves comes and everything will work out fine with Love!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I miss Joongie N Junnie!!!!

2006-06-14T14:29:00.000+08:00

How I wish I can see Joongie N Junnie now.... Well, its impossible as they are so far away from me....

Happy memories flooding into my mind everyday as I remember how close I am able to chat with them but it seems impossible now....

Well, I was pretty surprised that one of my Korean client doesn't believe that I am neither a Korean or foreigner as I don't speak like a local here.

Hehehehe!!!! Well, I'm a crazy language freak.... I love to speak languages in different tone and it doesn't sound local too...

I love to speak in this way as I am able to get people to understand me better when I speak the way they express the language.

Being me, I love to express myself through songs and words... Well, sometimes I am shy to express my feelings through face-to-face....

I am glad that I have a lot of friends who I am close with always there to support me and never fails to help me when I'm in need of help....

I want to thank my dear dear who help me financially when I am financially tight now...

I need to go now... I will update more tonight!!

~~~**~~~So GooHd to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Finally I got what I wanted!!!

2006-06-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking for months to get the handband and I finally got it today.... I went to JB today with my friends... Coreen and Meiyun... We went to purchase train tickets to KL....

How we wish that we are on our way to KL to shop... Well, KL is another shopping paradise for us.. I really like to buy accessories... Can you imagine have more than 5 boxes of accessories waiting for me to exhibit them....

Hahahahaha!! Well, I am a super vein girl.. Well, I found this out after purchasing a camera phone and sadly I lost it and now I got a digital camera.... Well I love my digital camera... It's incredible as I am also able to record videos besides taking pictures...

Well I took tons of pictures of myself and always looking for new angle to take pictures, always looking for the best position and pose to take the picture....

Well, you can call me crazy as I have been shopping like a crazy woman for months as I only collects my bracelet to suit my dressing...

I have not been blogging for so so long and now I think I want to continue blogging already....

Well, I always believes that life is just a drama that everyone of us have to go through, well, the most important of all is to play and study as much as you can and he will never forsake you....

Well, there's something really puzzles me???

Do I believe in fate and what's mine will be mine? Well, I think I do agree, what is important of a life is the process and how you walk through your life.. Well, there are both good and bad and I have to make my own choice. ^*^(^o^)^*^

God has a plan for everyone of us....
We are the only ones who are able to fulfill them through power and grace from benelovent of God!!!

Wow!! It's so late now.. Going to sleep... Byebye!!! Nice blog??? I hope so!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My new camera!!!!

2006-06-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hi there!! I miss you guys a lot as I have not been updating for so many months.....

Thanks for always visiting my blog.... I am so happy today as I got my new digital camera on Monday.... I love it so much and so awesome to be able to take as many pictures I like at no extra costs and put in a cd....

I need to go now.... I miss my dears so much that I am going to message them soon....

I really hope I will get to see TVXQ soon...... Maybe in my dreamz.... I am going to change my blogskin later.... Just wait for more interesting updates from me......

I will love you always and thank you for not forgetting about me....

My HEART and Love will always be with you...

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My New Quiz

2006-03-19T02:06:00.000+08:00

Your lucky charm is a Rabbit's Foot!

What's Your Lucky Charm?

Brought to you by Tickle

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My apologies to my dear friends!!!

2006-03-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hi to all my close friends....

I know you guys are wondering where is Shendy... Or Heeri....

Well, I am telling you that I am doing fine... I'm so sorry for not being able to keep in touch with you because I was so busy with my final year project and exams and I have been neglecting you...

I really feel so bad for not keeping in touch as I am always the one to ask you to keep in touch... Hahaha!!! What kind of person am I? Well, I'm not sure....

Hehehehe!!

But I just want to thank you for being patient with me... Hahahaha!!! My dear Joongie is so busy until he can't message me... I just feel kinda sad... But I am happy for him as he is busy working... Hahaha!!

When ever you guys see me on MSN... Better remember to message me.... Hehehe!! Just threatening but no harm... Hehehehe!!!

I just want to know how's life going for you guys... and to tell you I miss all of you!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

New Year with a New Start

2006-01-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... Today is Joongie's birthday ...... Wish all his dreamz come true and I'm glad that I get to know him better.... Joongie Joongie GO GO GO
!!!!
I have not been writing for such a long while... Did you miss me?

Well, many things happened within these few months... Do you want to know what happened?

Do you want to know about the good one first or the bad one first?

Well, I'm going to tell you the bad one first... I don't think I will pass my major project as the system just whacked during the last few days... Can't think of anyway to make it survive..

So let's not talk about it... Or I think I will cry in any minute....

Well, as for the good thing that had happened, is Heejun Oppa replied my message....

He told me his life in the military and he is so sweet to message me in the early morning at 2am in Korea's time...

Well, there's something about him that makes me admire him is that he can wake up in the middle of the night to message his fans... and not taking more sleep. As for someone who is so tired from training the whole day long, he is able to take his effort to reply all the fans' mail...

I'm so touched with his kind gesture and assure his fans that he is doing fine in the military and he cares for each one of them... This is so amazing that a singer actually cares for each one of them...

Well things might be going tough for me right now... But whenever I think of him... It gives me strength to work harder and don't be discouraged and face the reality...

Well, I am going to face my final exams in about 3 weeks time... Even though I didn't do well in the major project's area but I do hope that I will do well in this area....

Things might be hard to handle... but most important thing is the process, even though the end result is also important... So I think we have to just work our very best and learn our lesson and be more knowlegdable ....

Hehehehe!! Thinking about my fanfics.... What Am I going to do? I think I will update soon... I really love to write but I have been so busy to do any updates... Well I don't think I got that many fans... Well I am going to change my author name to Snowie Cupid...

I love this name... I think this is better than Star Dreamz.... Because I love snow and I would love to be a cupid to put all lovers together.....

Maybe not all but the best couple will be together....

I think I need to go now... I am going to change this layout too... Wait patiently for my change... Give it a guess... Who will be the next to be the model of my blog? Heejun? Joongie? Who? Well that's for you to know and for me to find out...

Love you guys always!!!

Aja aja aja hwaiting hwaiting hwaiting!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Quiz

2005-11-25T02:51:00.000+08:00

Quizzes that I took!!

You are a Sweet Angel. You are innocent and happy.
YOu giggle a lot and you are sweet towards
other people. You are also sly...hey! Good
girls are bad girls that get away with it!

What Angel do people see in your eyes?(anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

the romantic sadness- u kinda like that feeling
about loving in secret, u got that wonderful
melancholy about yourself, what makes u somehow
mysterious.

what kind of sadness lies in you? *beautiful pics*
brought to you by Quizilla

you're a blossom fairy!

which fairy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

you're a lover... all you want to talk about boys,
boys, boys! people think and know your boy
crazy! even though you are shy, you want to
express your feelings.

how do people look at you? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

The Land of Enjoyment and Magic

You are a gypsy in the Land of Enjoyment and Magic.
You care about nothing but having fun. You are
supernatural and a dreamer. You are slightly
ditsy, but people still feel drawn to your aura
of lightheartedness. You are not afraid to
experiment with new things and to hell with the
consequences as long as you have fun.

What is the mystical land of your birth? {13 results with gorgeous anime pics}
brought to you by Quizilla

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Too free now!!!

2005-11-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hi people out there!!!

Well I have not being updating for a long time... And Now I'm going to do it...

I'm sorry to those who always come to my website but didn't see any updates... It's because I had so much things to do and I'm really hard to keep updating my blog...

But I really want to thank you guys for being such wonderful friends who always message me and keep track of my blog...

Things have been pretty rocking with my relationship with my father. Well, most people say that we should honour our parents.. Well as a matter of fact, I only honour my mother... Well, you can say I can forget about my father...

Well, he is always thinking of himself and totally selfish man... Well the most selfish man on this earth??? Well, he loves to sweet talk and nothing good comes out of it... when I need solutions... Well being cope with such a mum and dad... It's not easy... But well this is life...

I'm predestinated to be in such a family, what can I do? Well, sometimes I wish I could run away and do whatever I like without thinking of others.. It's alright to be selfish sometimes, right?

Well, things might not look optismistic with my family... But I'm glad that I have friends who always keep me occupied and kept me away from the negative me....

I love all the testimonials that all my friends gave it... It helps me to go through my saddest time and gave me encouragement to live on and live with a smile and not tears...

Throughout all these times, I would love to thank all my friends for their genuine love and concern that kept my jovial and humourous personality.

I love to compose songs and I wrote a song for my dear Heejun and he has been my inspiration.. He is the one who goes through with my happiest and saddest moment in my life... It's not a physical being but musical being.. His music brings happiness to me when I'm down and his jokes and lame actions bring smiles to me...

Well, Heejun has been my pillar of support so far.. And now it's Hero... Whenever I'm feeling low I will read the messages that he wrote to me.. Well, all these little thoughts bring happiness to me even though I might be going through a rough patch...

What I think....
Life is not easy for anyone
Nobody can expect what will happen the next second
Things doesn't go as well as we thought
Nothing can be predict or fathom
usually is one's mind...
Being close to one brings happiness and sadness
to your own spiritual being...
That person laughs and smiles at you
You smiled back...
That person cries and lean on you for support
You lend your shoulder....
So how many people are so fortunate
to have people to be there for them...

Well, end of my thoughts.. I'm happy that I can express my thoughts here... Well this is my personal life and encounter to write this.. Well, me will be me and will not change.. If I do that's means it will be for the better...

It's hard to judge what is good and bad... There's also a reason who a person do something.. Sometimes situations force us not to be ourselves and do things against our will, but to me it's my conscience..

If I think it is right, I will continue, if not I will stay away from it... Just want to be myself and not others expected of what I am going to be...

Hehehe!!!

Some of you might be shocked with this entry... It's totally different from my others.. Well, I hope you will get to know the other side of me....

Take care and have a wonderful day!! God Bless!!! N Shendy Bless!!! HAHAHA!! What am I doing??

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I love quiz!!!

2005-11-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

Some quizzes that I have done!!
:)

Dark, magnificent dress. Inspired by the
Middle-Ages, you will look like an amazingly
beatiful lady of a castle!

HOW WOULD YOUR PROM DRESS LOOK LIKE? -11 different outcomes-
brought to you by Quizilla

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

New Pictures

2005-10-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

New pictures!!!

Amanina and I in University of Sydney!!

Me!!! A Super Bear Lover!!!!
Photo taken by Chingyan!!!
In Office!!!

Aren't they cute?? I'm playing a fool!!
*I love them!*

They Kissed!!

Can't stop hugging them!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Some new MV!!

2005-10-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

Some of my favourite MV I have uploaded!!!

Moon Hee Jun - Our Story

~**(^v^)**~**(*v*)**~**(^o^)**~**(*u*)**~

TVXQ - My Destiny

~**(^v^)**~**(*v*)**~**(^o^)**~**(*u*)**~

TVXQ - Rising Sun

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Some new quizzes

2005-10-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Some other quizzes....

You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them. (If you cannot see the picture,
go to my homepage and scroll down near the
bottom. I have the results from all my quizess
that have pics)

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone friendship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.(If you can't see the
pics, go to my homepage)

What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Your beauty is FUN!!! Man, you really don't CARE
about the way you look because it shouldn't get
in the way of you having a good time. You love
being around lots of people and are very
friendly too. Your beauty tends to be very
ordinary at first but your care-free nature and
contagious laughter make you very appealing.
You've got great verbal skills and your sooo
easy to get along with because not only are you
quite understanding and compassionate but your
light-hearted about things as well. You don't
get under stress that much which helps you keep
up your perky personality. Your beauty can be
characterized by a laugh.(If you can't see the
pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)

What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS)
brought to you by Quizilla

You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Pink -> Okay, everybody hide your sugar and run
like hell! You're completly insane! You've
got a lot of friends and most of them are just
as crazy as you. Although here's some advice;
put down the sugar(no whining!) and pay
attention to to your friends that aren't as
crazy as you! ^^

What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
brought to you by Quizilla

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

New Quiz that I have done!!

2005-10-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

I haven't been doing fanfic for quite a while... So this is it!!

Here are the results!!

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day! You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out. (please forgive me if you cannot see the
pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see
your result picture at the bottom)

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla

You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (If you cannot see the picture, go
to my userpage and look near the bottom. There
should be the picture and description for all
the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Favourite MV

2005-09-30T17:15:00.001+08:00

My Current Favourite Video

Always there!!! By Dong Bang Shin Ki

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I love today!!!

2005-09-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! Early in the morning being waken up by mum, and started spring cleaning early in the morning... So tired... My students came over to study too... What a long day...

I went to buy a new Handphone... Panasonic X400... hehehe!! A camera phone... At last... I kept taking pictures... A little mad about myself now.. Kept taking picutes until my mum can't take it... *smiling frantically* ^^(*v*)^^

I had a great day to day.... I scored Pass with Commendations... So fired up!!! Most of my friends got a pass... I'm glad that I did score well as not a lot of people got it...

I'm glad that I have done well and got a new handphone.. Isn't life sweet??? Not as sweet as someone in my life that makes me happy... All my friends in friendster are so friendly and nice and I'm glad to know them....

Do you know you are the greatest and thank you for all your testimonials and I really appreciate it... Thank you for the special friendship... I think I will never forget....
To everyone out there!!

~^^~SaRaNgHaEyO~AiShItErO~iLoVeYoU~WoAiNi~^^~

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Happy and Delighted!!

2005-09-20T09:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry for not updating of my latest news... Joasong hammida!!! Zutto Zutto Gomenasai!!!

Wow!!!! At last, My SIP is over.... I got real good credit points and feedback from my company and I hope I can score well in this round with Pass with commendation... I hope I had submit a great report that can score really well..

I am working in the same office for my holiday... Saving my trip to Korea... Hehehe!!! I get to see Se Eun my dear friend from Australia now but will be back in Korea when I'm there!!! I get to see those who matters in my heart too...

I love winglin and I got to know a lot of TVXQ fans and I got to meet real friends who matters to me too.... I'm so happy to get to know so many people from around the world and share their ideas with me... I hope one day I will be able to meet a Singer friend that I met online... Hehehe!!! He is a French and I love his songs.... I hope to know people who loves music... :)
Everyone here!!! I have a new account at shendy.moonheeri@gmail.com ... Hehehe!!!

Remember to comment on this and give me a testimonial!!! ****Puppy eyes****
Kamsahammida!!!

A picture I took in Sydney Aquarium!!! A wonderful place to be in!!!

Beautiful memories!

A poster done by Aelia specially for me for a fanfic specially written for me by Firypis(Coreen)... Oh Man!! I love this poster!!! Wonderful!!! Splendid!! Impressive!!! Kamsahammida to all who loves me and pampers me so much!!

This fanfic is at www.winglin.net/fanfic/firypis

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Wonderful!!

2005-08-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

I have updated all my fanfics. I am so happy that I got a new computer and I named it 'Joongie'.. Hahahaha!!! Only those who knows and understands me will know why.....

My joongie is white in colour.... I love it a lot.... I love to use it to chat with my friends and it's wonderful to have joongie as he helps me to connect to the colourful wide world out there.....

I am satisfied with what I have even though my life isn't the best in the world.... What happened to me will be one of the ugliest in the world but it's how I take it. Make out the best it can be or just throw it into the junks...

Being happy or sad it's a choice.... I'm glad that my choice is happiness and I never regret as it bring me friends love and everything I need.....

Happiness is a choice.....

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I got my Computer!!!

2005-07-29T02:54:00.000+08:00

My computer had been down for several weeks and now it is practically a new one!!!! It's in white in colour and I decided to call it Joongie!!! Short forn for Jae Joong!!!!

A lot of people will ask me who is Jae Joong.... A guy from Dong Bang Shin Ki and he is the best looking one.... Hehehehe!!!

I love Joongie!!! It's looks so sweet and pure just like a plain piece of paper, a white tulip!!!!

A lot of people will asked me where have I been and what I have been doing!!!! I just want to let everyone know that I am doing fine and still enjoying my life to the fullest.....

There are so many things for me to learn each day and I will not waste anytime of my life on useless and senseless things........

I love to have an interesting life and not regret in future and do whatever I like to do, wear what I like to wear, play the way I like to play, eat the things that that I like..........

Enjoy being myself!!!!

:) The greatest thing of all is love!!! All kinds of love!!
:) From friends to lovers to families!!!!!!!!!!

I'm happy and glad they are with me and I hope they will be with me thill the end of their or my life!!! :P

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Photos I took in Australia!!!

2005-07-14T16:38:00.000+08:00

Photos I took in Australia!!!

I'm in Sydney in the morning!

Swimming Seal!! Doesn't it looks cute!
I want to bring it home but it's too big... :(

Run Away Seal N Me

Darlin Harbour in the Night!! Behind me is Sydney Bridge!!
*Too bad can't see anything because it's too dark!! *sad*

Padma N Me in University of Sydney's Graduation Hall.

Parliament House in Canberra *Isn't it Grand?* :)

Street Performer in Sydney!

Valencia N Me ^cAmE To PiCk Up^

My Dear Kaola in Melbourne Kaola Conservation Centre....

I took Bibimbab in Sydney on the first night there.

My Dears!! *Send me off to Australia*
Sarang hae to my dears!! :)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Everyone must be missing me!!

2005-07-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!!! I believe everyone must be missing me!!! Hehehe!!! Very thick-skinned right!!! Hehehe!!

I'm born with thick skin so that's nothing I can do to improve it!! Hahahaha!!! Sorry for not updating my blog for a while because I was always so busy with work and my computer had been down for several weeks. *Stupid Com*

Sorry for being lost for several months. First, I went to Australia for a study trip and once I'm back, I have been working on attachment. I had a great time working at my work place and I have learnt tons of interesting softwares and communication skills.

Within these few months, I have made great friends and they are really nice to me and we always have heart to heart talk which I really love and they are fun-loving and interesting and they are always teaching me new stuffs.

Life is so wonderful with friends that you can rely on and they will not turn their back on you when you need them. I am so happy that I have so many friends who are always here for me which I find I'm very fortunate to have them around me.

I miss Heejun, Jay Kim and Jaejoong!!! But very lucky to have their songs to accompany me all day. Without their songs, it will be a very dull day!!! I love listening to their songs and always indulged myself into their music world. Hehehehe!!

Some people might be really puzzled why I love music so much because I think it but peace, anger, happiness, joy, injustice and all different kinds of feelings are all reflected in the music if you think in depth the reason for music.

Busy now, will update this soon!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm in Sydney now!!

2005-05-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! It's really wonderful to be in Australia! The weather here is simply wonderful!!! It's cold here and I hope I will be able to stay here longer but so sad that I have to go back and prepare for attachment!!!

I went shopping today and I bought a lot of things and I am really so happy about the things that I have bought they are really unique and nice!!! Those who knows my taste will understand.

Today, we went to Paddington market!!! There are so many things there!!! I bought a purple seashell bracelet, a pair of sandals and a skirt!! Hehehe!! I love the earrings there but all that I like costed Aust$75-85......... EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE!!!

What to do???? Just blame on my expensive taste!! Sad sad!!!! I think who marry me will have a tough time........ HAHAHA!!!

Just kidding..... I think I got to go now and this is my latest update. So tired now going to sleep soon!! Hehehe!!

This peom is written on the coach ride to Sdyney from Canberra:

Sky has darken
Roads are brighten
Street are filled with people trading
Restaurants are frilled with families and friends
enjoying their piping hot dinner
What a wonderful sight.

Forgotten or often not remembered
A darken alley lived a poor family
Abandon in a cold and dirty alley
A beautiful and brilliant boy taking
care of both his sickly parents..

Christmas has come...
Took away his sickly parents
from his tender care.

Alone, alone, alone
No one cares for his living
No one knows his existence!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I'm heading for Australia

2005-05-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

Isn't it great THAT I am leaving for Australia this Sunday. A place that I have always dreamt of going since young. I am feeling euphoric now, no words are able to describe the desire and the fire is burning within me now.

Now I am preparing a present to give to Junnie oppa, TVXQ. Trax, shiwon oppa and yongha oppa. Wow!! So many things to do. I hope that they will like the present that I specially prepare for them.

I am so happy that I am able to work with Jaz and Mehmeh and even though we are making small progess but I am we are a step closer to our dream!! I am really happy to have found such precious friends as them. They are like my hands., I can't afford to lose either of them. I am so lucky to get to know such sweet, good-natured, smart and talented friends like them.

I will treasure such friendship that I might not be able to find in my next life. I am so happy that God let me meet them and I never regret of knowing them.

I think i got to go now as Jaz and I going to change money and we are meeting Mehmeh later. Hehehe!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Went out with friends!!

2005-04-04T02:32:00.000+08:00

Haven't been going out for quite some times!!!!! I went out with Yuri a few days ago. She gave me Heejun's postcards!!!!!!! How sweet of her!!!!!!!

Moon Hee Jun!!!!! My dear!!!!! Hehehehe!!!!! How I wish that I could be there for his birthday and I wasn't able to be there and so was Wallace birthday!!!!!

It was during my exam period. It's sucks!!!!!! Wasn't it?? I got to learn piano from Jas!!! Isn't she nice??????? I had a great time at her house, practicing the piano and I'm learning how to play "A Song for Lady" by Moon Heejun!!!!!! It's it a dream for me!!

Yeah, definitely!!!!! I'm head over heels over all these!! I can't believe I'm able to learn piano. Jas and I are going to compose and write songs for Trax and TVXQ!! Isn't this of of the best present to give it to them?

Me going to write a song for my junnie oppa too!! Those who knows me, thinking I'm like going crazy over junnie oppa.. But no... I just want him to know how much I appreciate his effort and hope that he brought into my beautiful life and want to share it with him!!

I went out with friends yesterday!! Wow, we went so many places and I had Bibimbab for my dinner and we had dumpling soup together at Cineleisure!! The soup is one of the best soup that I had because it smelt so nice!! At first, I didn't think of taking the soup but I was tempted to have it with my friend because of the fragrance of the soup!! Can't bear it, so we ordered it and attack it with care, because it's so hot!! :)

I'm so happy that I have gained another good friend!! Isn't it great? I love making friends from all around the world. I have a Japanese friend who is visiting me on the 14 April!! I hope to see him soon!!

His name is Yasuo and seem to be a very nice person. Yuri is going with me to meet him!!

I went to Good Friends the other day and I got to talk to Unni!!! She is so nice!! She let me to call her Unni!!!! She is so nice and got discount when I bought the crescent earrings from her!!!

It's great to know people of all different races, and different religions!!! Love surpasses all these and this is how I really love to make new friends who share the same thoughts as me!! :)

My poem:

A person that we treat
with love, respect, trust,
faithfulness, special thoughts
and special bonds.......

A person who will
always lend a shoulder
for us to cry on, comfort
from a lovely hug from......

A person who never
fails to protect from you
from external or internal harm
and who will let you feel blessed...........

A person are willing to give
up their happiness in exchange
for yours and
be with you forever............

A person who will go for
an extra mile to lighten
your moody day..............

A person who wipe your
tears with their sincere heart
ease your pain with a warm hug......

Who is that person?
A lover, A family member or A friend????
A lover is it eternal???
A family member is it eternal???
A friend is it eternal???

A lover will not be there with you till eternal
A family member will be there for you but don't understand your needs
A true friend who will support you throughout your life even when you had a fight with your loved ones.........

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know some people might not agree
with me but this is me!! :)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My exams are finally over!!

2005-03-29T02:02:00.000+08:00

Today is my last paper!! It's Principles of Marketing (POM). It really took me a long to mermorise all the theories. These few weeks have been torturous to me!!!!!!!!! So many things to mermorise and I really hoped that I am able to score well!!!!!

I had spent so much studying and I hope I am able to reap what I had sown. I will be working on my fanfic now!!!

I'm so happy that I am able to learn how to play the piano from Jasmine!! She is one of the nicest girls around, besides all my good friends!! Just get to know her deeper just a few days ago!! :)

It's so late now!! I think I am falling asleep already!! Will continue this another day!! :p

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Going to Australia in May!!

2005-03-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

MY MUM AGREED TO LET ME GO TO AUSTRALIA FOR STUDY TRIP!!
ISN'T IT WONDERFUL???

It's been one of my dream to go Australia and today my mother agree to help me pay first so that I can go for the study trip in Australia. Isn't it awesome!! But i need to start saving money now!!! I am going to check out the universities there!!
:)

I am going to Melbourne, Sydney and Canberra!! Cool!!

I gonna make some friends here!!! I hope so!! :)

So sad!! I need to go now as I need to prepare for my Organizational Behaviour exam which is tomorrow!! Wish me luck!! *winks*
:)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I went to Sentosa today!!

2005-03-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

I went to Sentosa today!!!!!!!

I woke up late today!!!!! Can't believe that I am meeting Shanyan and Nerissa at 11am and I am lying on my bed, drowning in my dreamz. When Shanyan called my home, my mum asked me to pick up the call. Then I realised the time.

"Oh no, I am late." I picked the call and Shanyan asked me whether I am still going with them. "Oh man, sure I am. I haven't enjoyed myself for weeks because of all my projects and my packed schedule.

She asked me to meet Wai Leong as they are going to Sentosa first for sun-tanning. So I called Wai Leong and asked him to wait for me. I went to bath immediately and packed all my stuff in my backpack and off I went.

Leong called me to keep me update of where to meet. He reached the interchange at 11.45 and I was there at 12pm. I went to buy lunch as I found Wai Leong brought two burgers and he told me it's for Shanyan.

After buying my lunch, we are still waiting for Wai Leong's friends. We saw Kerson and his friends, Chong guang, Darren and his friends.

Wow!! It's like temasek poly party. So many friends from school enjoying their day in Sentosa!! It's amazing to have friends.

I got to know that the monorail in Sentosa is going to be demolished and changed it into LRT. Cool, isn't it? To me. I am feeling kinda sad because I wasn't able to take the monorail anymore because I always loved taking the monorail since I was young. :)

Things always comes and goes, it's part and parcel of life. I have to learn to live with it, in order to find my life more interesting and able to fight to live for another day.

I have created a new fanfic for TVXQ and it's called Spooky Dreamz. I hope to get your support!!

This is the poster:

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Straight A's

2005-03-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

I worked through whole yesterday's night to finsh my project!! My colour and compostition project!! I finshed my Assignment one, Typography, colour wheel and my final poster!!

I touched up on the other drawings with my poster!! I'm very satisfied with every one of them!! My final poster is Heejun's anime poster!!

I'm going crazy over it!! It looks simply wonderful, not words could describe my feelings for this poster, man!! It's breathtaking, to me only!! Hahahaha!!!

I scored straight A's for this CDS, I am thrilled, never expect to do so well. I think is because the power of love!! For junnie oppa!! Hahaha!! I'm mad!!

It's the first time I got straight A's in my life. I mean for every art piece I produced. I got about 4 A+........ It's all my effort and sleepless nights. I am so happy!!!!!!!

I hope I can score distinction for this subject! Hehehe!!

I don't think I can sleep tonight. I am kidding. I have not been sleeping for these two nights!! Going to sleep now!! Nitez!!!!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

New Quiz!!!

2005-03-06T02:21:00.000+08:00

Feeling happy now!!
So thinking of doing some quizzes!!!

Here are the results!!!

You are the Spirit of Love. You think around
romance and are extremely compassionate.
Whenever you want something you can get it due
to your fiery passion. You can make friends
quite easily, because peopole are attracted to
your obvious good nature. You will have no
trouble in finding a life partner and will be
very happy.

The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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You are an air angel! Always thinking about what to
do next you flit from one thing to another, if
there is a problem you aren't keen to fix it if
it gets too complicated. But you are a great
helper and are always thinking about someone
other than yourself.

Which natural angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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Your a playful puppy.

What type of puppy r u?
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~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Got to meet Ivy today!!!

2005-03-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

Today, I enjoyed going out with Ivy, she is so nice. :)

She came to Singapore two days ago, but I wasn't able to meet her because I was busy with my OTBS individual project!!

I missed her so much, haven't seen her for about 4 months or more. I took her to Carrefour today. We went to the Dhoby Ghuat branch and we bought some stuffs and then we went to the Suntec City branch to buy her favourite rustic bread which she can't find in Dhoby Ghuat.

I got to see BiBiBam today!!!!!!! It's so nice!! With lots of spinach and bean sprouts and carrots!!!!!!

Nowadays, I am always craving for Korean food!! Don't know why suddenly I have all these cravings!!!!

After everything, I went home and I went to buy poster colours because those that I bought before is of bad quality!!!

So sad!! I paid for such lousy poster colours and got to buy it again and redo some of my art piece because those that I had done was totally disastrous!!!

I drew junnie and it's looks splendid and I love it alot!!!

I didn't expect the drawing come out so well!!!
Hehehe!!!

I think I got lots of things to do!!
I will end it here now!!!

In a great mood today. So thinking of writing a short love poem!!
I hope you will like it!!! :) :)

My poem:

Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter

Spring: the blossom of our love?
The beginning of our adventure
Sweet is the word that I describe
our love!
Is there another word to replace it?

Summer: the heat of our love?
The mist of our adventure
Craving is the word to describe
our affection for one another!
Is there another word to replace it?

Autumn: the enjoyment of our love?
The blissfulness of our adventure
Loving is the word to represent
our love and attention that we show
for each other!
Is there another word to replace it?

Winter: the end of our love?
The ending of our adventure
Sadness is the word to describe
our love and affection for each
other is so fragile that it breaks!
Is there another word to replace it?

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

What a long day!!!!

2005-03-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

I have been busy doing all my projects!!!!!!! At last I got to update my fanfic on Saturday!! I hope this week I will be able to update some more!!! Got every plot in mind but too many things to do and don't have the time to type them out!!

I hope God will be able to give me more time!!!

Today is wonderful!!! I got to see Heejun video clip!!! He is so cute!!! Super Duper cute!!! Can't deny!!

He is so funny and a person who loves to win!!! Hehehe!!! Also very ambitious!!!

I got some of his new pictures!!! ^Enjoy!^

One of my favourite pic when he is in H.O.T

Junnie with American Husky!! My favourite breed!! Hehehe!!!

I think That's for all!! :)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Got to see Eugene and Ji Hoon!!

2005-02-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Yumi, Coreen, Xiaohui and I spent the last two days in Furama Waterfront and we didn't bump into Jae Won and Eugene!! So sad!!!

We went to sit in the lounge through two nights in a row but didn't get the chance to see them too. We were having a great time chatting and Coreen was nearly drunk on the first day!! Kept calling Xiah!! She is so cute!!

At last, today Yumi and I got to see Eugene!! She is so pretty and I really like her!! Even thought we wasn't able to take a pic with her because she wore casual clothes that day, but were able to get a signature from her!!

She is so nice!! She speaks very well in English!!!

I saw Jihoon but both of us can't remember his name on that day and we keep thinking if the guy is park....... but luckily I never go forward to ask him or I will be embarassed. Yumi told me that it is Jihoon on the next day!!

Very happy to see them!!!

Projects, projects!!!!! There are tons of them for me to clear!!!
Don't even have the time to update my fanfic!!! *SAD*

I think I gonna go now!! Hahaha!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Wish everyone have a Happy Lunar New Year!!

2005-02-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

I would like to wish everyone have a Happy Lunar New Year!!!!!!

May all your dreamz come true and be sucessful in whatever you do!!!

Today is a long day for me!!!!! Just finished my SAND project on my part and sent it to Derrick already!!!

I hope that I am on the right track!!! :P

I received so many new year smses today!!!!!! Feeling so happy!!! I received more new year smses more than during Christmas period!!!

Anyway!! I love to thank all those close friends and buddies of mine to have a great year ahead of them!!!

I joined I-guide and it's relly fun but there are so many things to be done by i-guide!!! I don't know whether it is a good or bad fortune to join it!!!

I think I will be home to do some project stuffs later!!! Not going out tomorrow!! So I will be home all day tomorrow!!! Great at last i get to have some rest!!!!! :)

I think I will keep your guys update until here!!! :)

Once again!!! Happy New Year to everyone!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My last update of this month!!

2005-01-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

A week of vacation just gone like that!!!!!!! So sad!! I hope that I can enjoy it but I didn't. During this vacation, I have been meeting up with project mates and watching Stairway to Heaven!!!!!!

It was a nice show but very sad one!!! I hope the ending will be a good one!! Who knows it's a sad one.. But anyway, Sangwoo Oppa and LeeWan Dongseng Rux!!!!!!!!!

There are so many things that I want to accomplished during this vacation and I didn't have enough time to do it!!

Things have not been going well with my court case with my dad!!!!! He is such a bastard!! What to say!!! Just pure bad luck to have him as my father!!! There's nothing I can do!!!

Life still have to go on!!!!! There are so many things for me to do!!!!!! I look forward to many new challenges coming to me!!!!!!!!

I think I have to stop now!!! There are so many things for me to do now

My new Fanfic!!

Puppy Dreamz

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

First update of the year!!!! :)

2005-01-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry!!!!! I haven't been updating this for such a long time!!!! People must be wondering what Shendy is doing!!!!!!! For your information, my school started, I was so busy with writing fanfic and two weeks ago was so busy with projects and this week are all my mid-sem test!!!!!!!!

It's all happening so fast that I didn't even have the time to update this!!! :)

Today I will be working on my fanfic as I had not been updating it for more than 2 weeks!!! Feeling so bad to all my fanfic fan!!! I'm going to work harder this time!!! :)

So tired today, I had lunch with Shanyan, Cecelia, and Nerissa today!!! I still love the Muslim food that they sell in Design School!!!!!! So Nice!!! :P

I haven't been taking quiz for wuite some time. So feeling the urge to do some!!! :)

~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out!

Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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In your eyes, people see love... You're constantly
around people who love and adore you, or you're
the one spreading the love! You put passion
into everything you do and the results end up
great! You love to hang out with your friends,
go to the mall, and just have a good time in
general. Your sanctuary would just be being
able to be around other people. You would
rarely be found by yourself because you're a
very sociable person and enjoy all the company
you can get. However, despite the amound of
love you have to give to others, it can also be
your downfall. Sometimes you're just a tad over
protective over the things/people you love. But
hey! Who can blame you for marking your
territory? Your lover is extremely lucky to
have you because many others are probably
dieing to be with you, yet alone get a chance
to talk to you ^-^ Continue spreading the love
and be loved :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud

which happy bunny are you?
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You are Elegant

You
are elegant. You are a charming person, and
also quiet relaxed. You have a lot of
self-confidence, and that's a very good thing!
Seeing that not many people have it anymore.
You are able to make any person feel good about
themselves, which is why people love you.
You're attractive because you treat people
fairly, and with respect. You most likely have
a great smile or hair. Or you manage to take
care of them really well! Haha! When people see
you, they can tell you're poise, just by the
way you carry yourself. You care about your
self-image a lot, this can be bad sometimes,
but it can be easily changed! Just be yourself!

Please rate!

What's The Girl Inside of You? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. (UPDATED!)
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You're a very bubbly, happy, caring person. You
love to be with your friends and you love
making them happy. Your always willing to bend
over backwards to help someone in need even if
you don,t know them. Plus you love making new
friends, which is why your always surrounded by
people. Remember though sometimes you need to
concentrate on your work, you tend to not pay
attention and can be rather spacey. Also
remember to do things for yourself sometimes
and don,t let people take advantage of your
giving nature. Also Please Send Pics!!!

Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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I think that's about it!!! I hope to update soon!!! :)

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Third update of this month!!!

2004-12-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!! Everyone should be wondering where's Shendy! Here's my latest update!!! I'm in school now, having my break so i can update!!! :)

I have been very busy with my fanfic. Sorry for not giving any updates here!!! School starts!!! Homeworks flooding my dayz!!!! I am taking Colour and Composition for my CDS. I am leaning still live drawing which is cool!

I can learn how to draw Heejun, Shiwon and Yongha Oppa!!!!!! Very soon!!! I must be crazy right! Not sure because this semester I get to learn a lot of computer programming so I make some changes with my blog. :)

Please tell me if you would like to contact mee!!!! I will surely reply!!!

This is a new song that is written by me :) I hope you will enjoy it!!

~^#^#^~Star Dreamz – Prince in my Dreamz~^#^#^~
I saw you in my dreamz
I know it is love
No one I met in my life
As special as you

(Chorus)

I never thought
I will fall for you
I never thought
I am able love someone so deeply

(Chorus)

Till this very day
You only appear in my dreamz
You thought me how to love
Why didn’t you appear in my life
I need you…….

(Chorus)

In my dreams
You are my prince
You come to save me
I fell into your warm and strong arms

(Chorus)

Even if we will never meet
Your shadow in my mind
I have engraved it in my heart
I will never forget your existence

(Chorus)

I’m willing to sacrifice
Anything for you
My life, my heart, my sight
Even my soul to exchange
Your life, happiness and health

(Chorus)

Chorus:
Why do you appear
Out of nowhere
Please come for me
My precious prince, my prince…..
Prince of my dreamz

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Wow!!! What a busy weekend!!!

2004-12-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

It's been a wonderful weekend!!!!!!! I spend it with Liana!!!!! I went to KL to find her!!! She is such a wonderful friend to have!!!!! I bought a lot of things for my friends, like Shanyan, Nerissa, Xiaowan and Cecelia.

I couldn't believe that I stay in school till 9.30pm to finish my assignments!!! It's been a terrible week as I have so many things to do...... At last, I finish my color and compo drawing!!!! I drew my favourite Handphone pouch....... I can't believe that I am able to draw!!!! I haven't been drawing for such a long while!!! Getting rusty already.

I am so tired now!!!!! Going to sleep soon. I am so unhappy these few days. I hate my dad and he is always not responsible. Sometimes I really hate him to the core. I know I can't be so hard-hearted to my father. But I do not know what to do...... He had done too many unforgivable things.

I will not let hatred to take the sunshine that is in my heart!!! I hope that this nightmare will be over soon!!! Everytime I get soft-hearted, I'll get bullied. Is it wrong to be good to others? I got so much feelings bottling up in me. I don't want to burden all my friends but I know they will always be there for me whenever I need them.

I am glad that I have such wonderful friend like them..... :) So nice....... I got to know a Heejun fan today!! I will remember her..... Oooooppppsssssssssss......... I forgot to ask her for her name. But never mind, I can check it out from MSN.

Very sleepppppyyyyy now. I got class at 8am tomorrow!!! So tired!!! Don't feel like going but I know I must attend because I don't wanna be left out!!!!!!! :)

One more thing!!!!! Heejun got his company set up already. Isn't it cool!!!!! It's called PS Entertainment!!!!!!!! I hope that I will get a chance to work with him!!!!!! ***Dreaming***

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My new fanfic!!!!!!!

2004-12-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating over here. I have been busy with my fanfic and I am now doing a new one on Shi won Oppa and Yong Ha Oppa!!!!! I am going to update soon. You can visit it at *Rainbow Dreamz*

Song written by me:

~^#^#^~Star Dreamz – Never stop flowing~^#^#^~
Written by: Star Dreamz

Thank God, for giving me the most beautiful sweethearts
I love you from the bottom of my heart
I will use my life to protect you from harm

(Chorus)

Heejun, I'm proud of you
You're a wonderful brother to Hero
Hero, I'm so happy
You’re such a sweet little brat

(Chorus)

I will continue to love you
My love for you will never stop flowing
You are very important in my life

(Chorus)

Chorus:
My love for you
Never stop flowing
Never stop pouring
Never stop giving
Even if I am not by your side
Promise me you’ll live well.

~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~

Wanna know why I wrote this song please go to *Beyond the Stars* Chapter for more details. I always really like this song written by Jang Woo Hyuk from H.O.T. It's very meaningful. I hope that you will like it.

~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~

~^#^#^~H.O.T. – My Mother~^#^#^~
Written, composed & arranged by: Jang Woo Hyuk Translated by: Keili

(*)Because I could not express to you my heart for you,
My heart always stayed only inside of me.
I won't make you sad any more now.
I love you. Till the end of the world.

A while back I visited somewhere - my mother.
I was utterly worned out by my tears, sorrow filled up to my head.
[Her] Laughter emitted always unchangeably still.

But before I can even see her, I was unwelcomed from the door.
Too sad, want to cry, want to die.
I can't stand it like this any more, can't overcome it.
You who have gone far from me.

I made too much trouble. I only thought of myself.
This is not it, I felt and realized now only after you were gone,
Too foolish I am.

repeat (*)

You had nights when you cried endlessly, didn't you.
And in the dark, a very dark corner of a room, you stroked my head
And told me you loved me, you were sorry.

After that after that night, that dark night, you aparted far from me.
I was too lonely and forlorn. I missed you too much.

Love you sitting by the window all day
thinking of you watching the days go by, I started to cry
so I tried to stop my tears for years but it never goes away
I miss you mother

repeat (*)

At first, I didn't know where you've gone.
By father's oversight, left all alone in the dark night.
Just thinking about that pain, my heart bleeds in me.
Your pain, I will now soothe all.

Now I know a little, your love for me. (Your love)
I probably look young still,
But now I will abide by you.

repeat (*)
(No way No way) Within your love
(No way No way) I'll abide by you always
(No way No way) Your love
(No way No way) I'll abide by you always

~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~@~

School is starting on Monday!! There goes my vacation!!!!! I erally enjoyed it a lot!!!!!! So sad going back to school and gonna start working hard for my new semester. I hope everything will go smoothly!!!

This is the poster I made for Rainbow dreams. Hope you like it!!!!!

My poem:
Every day is a new day
Live it as through it is your last
You'll never know when is your last
Do whatever you can and not to leave with regret
Face the reality with courage
No matter what happens you know that
You had done your best........

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I went to Escape Theme Park with Rence today!!

2004-11-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

I slept at 3 this morning. So tired!!! I promised Rence to bring her to Escape if she scores more than 150, which she did. I'm happy for her. So tired today. We went for more than 10 thrilling rides. Instead of feeling thrilled and excited, we got giddy and stomach upset.

Every rides there is not scary or fun, to me they are just normal rides. No matter what I have to do whatever I promised. She had a great time. We went Popeye for dinner. Which is my favourite fast food restuarant, and I only go there to eat twice or thrice in a year because it's located at the airport. No other branches in Singapore. So sad, right? I love the biscuits that they served with maple sauce. ~*~So sweet and blessed!~*~

I feel a little discouraged with no comments on my fanfic so I decided to repost it. I hope there will be more people reading it. No matter what I still thank Aelia for her support.

I have done a new poster for *Beyond the Stars*

My poem: from ~*~Beyond the stars~*~
Every breath I take, I think of you.
Every memory of you brings tears to me.
My heart bleeds whenever I think of you.
When will my heart stop bleeding?
Will I be able to see you again?
Will you come back to me?
I'll promise you that I will treat you well.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

My first Fanfic!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

I am so happy today!!!! I just upload my first Fanfic. I have been planning to write a fanfic since I am a fanfic fan. I love reading fanfic and this will be my virgin production!!!! :)

My fanfic is called *Beyond the stars* and the main artistes are Heejun, Hero, Kyoko and BoA. H.O.T, Shinhwa and Dong Bang Shin Ki will also make their appearance in this fanfic. I hope I will get lots of comments from all the reader. I put a lot of effort in this and I am really happy because I will also be able to get support from Geena and Aelia, isn't it wonderful.

This is my poster for "Beyond the stars"

Feel free to visit it when you are free!!:) By the way, I'm Star Dreamz!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Feeling better today!!!

2004-11-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

My student, Rence, she did really well for her PSLE. She is going to Normal Academic. Hurray!!! She scored 178 for it!!! She is not a very bright gal but I know she had done her best. I'm really surprised that she did so well because she learn things slower than most of the kids. No doubt she has done well... I will continue to support her all the way.

She has to put in extra effort to improve and I'm rreally glad that she had done well. I'm grateful to God that he bestowed such a good kid for me to teach. I was very sad yesterday, but Rence has done me proud and I am really encouraged by her.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

MY HEART IS BREAKING!!!!!!!!

2004-11-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dong Bang Shin Ki is changing members, Hero and another person is going out of the group!!!!!!!! *Weep, weep*

Why must this happen to Dong Bang Shin Ki?
Why must it be them to change members?
What about their friendship that they have build through these few years of training?
What about the efforts that they put into their work?
Why must this occur again after H.O.T, Shinhwa and S.E.S?
This news is too cruel to them and to all the fans like me!!!!!!
I really love k-pop but it breaks my heart. My heart is being smashed into pieces!!!!!

Hopes dash, Dreams dash,
as I dreamt of them getting really famous and I am able to congratulate them of their success and their effort!!!!!!

No matter what, lives goes on. I hope that they will continue to shine in a dark and cold sky, like the Northern Star. They will always keep each other, together in their hearts!!!!!! The memories that they have left us will always leave a place in our hearts!!!!!!

I know that they will not leave the entertainment world!!!!!! I WILL CONTINUE TO SUPPORT THEM NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, BE THEIR NO.1 FANS!!!!!

I went out with Yuri today, I was celebrating her belated birthday and gave her the present. I told her the news of Dong Bang Shin Ki, she was also very sad. She is the first people to introduce H.O.T and them to me.

I feel sorry to spoil her birthday mood. She loves all the present that I gave her, that's the only happiness that she gave me today!!!!! Thanks Yuri, really wanna thank you for hearing me out today!!!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

~#~ Enjoying my vacation now!! ~#~

2004-11-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! Surf the net and watching a Korean TV series now!!! It's incredible to enjoy my vacation!! And now I am also helping my aunt to do her company's stuff. But I must also enjoy too, right!!!

I went to tutor just now, my students did not give me a lot of problem, but they are very weak in their studies, just like me when I was younger, therefore, I'm going to help them to improve!!! I was not a good student when I was in primary school. I always don't submit my homework!! Hahaha !!! I played truant once!! So mischievous of me!!! :D

Therefore, I will teach all my students don't be like me and be a good student and good child!!!!!! Even though I was very mischievous when I was younger, I had learnt all my lessons!!! :)

I have changed a lot from a ignorant and arrogant child to a friendly and fun girl!!! :) :)

I know I have many flaws, but I'm glad I still have a lot of friends by my side!!!!!! I love them!!!!! Every and each one of them plays an important role in my life!! I have learnt a lot of things from them and they even challenged me with my weaknesses which made me a better person and friend...

My peom:
Friends will be always there for you
Don't use your eyes to see them
use your heart to feel them
their smiles their sorrows
crave them into your heart
appreciate what they have done for you
always remember of their goodnesses
and forget their weaknesses
I know it is always hard for a human to do it
but it is possible if we do it with our hearts

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

~@~ NeW QuIzZeS! ~@~

2004-11-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Where did you come from?
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The light angel likes you and he hasnt even met you
yet! Wow, thats pretty impressive! (I'm running
low on pictures of vampires, dark angels and
angels... if you ahve any could you please give
'em to me? Much apperciated!)

Would a light angel, vampire or dark angel fall for you?
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Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.

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You're Lili St. Cyr!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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You are Silva, the most adorable character in this
story. You are happy-go-lucky, carefree,
ditzy, and cheerful. Your presence always
seems to bring life to the people around you.
Even if you are hurting, you grin and bear it
as you continue helping your friends. You are
definitely a true friend, and you coninually
prove that fact over and over again. We need
more people like you. You have power over the
earth and you have telekenetic abilities that
make you a more powerful goddess.

You do not have a personality disorder, you always
turn to your friends if you are feeling down.
Overall, you are just too cute, and ya know it!

If you were a story character, what would your personality be like?
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~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I went to JB with my brother and mum!!!

2004-11-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to JB with my mum and my brother, to celebrate my brother's belated birthday!!!!!!

There were a lot of people in the shopping malls, most of them are Chinese and there were a lot of Singaporeans too. I think the Malays are busy visiting their relatives as the day before yesterday was Hari Raya Puasa.. Hari Raya Puasa is Malay New Year!!!

We went to buy a lot of clothes and food stuffs!! I love them all!!! My mum bought me a blouse which I like it a lot!!!

Got to chat with Desiree for a while and just got to know that she is unhappy working in her present working place and she wants to look for another job. I hope that she will be able to find her dream job soon!!!

I feel very bad for not contacting her during this vacation. :( I hope she will forgive me and her birthday is coming and not very sure what to get her!! I hope she will have a wonderful year and things will go smoothly for her in the new year.

I am accompanying my brother to buy a new mobile phone because his contract with Starhub expires so he is going to sign another contract and buy a new mobile phone!!!!!!! Just wondering when will be my turn to buy my dream mobile phone which is Pantech G500!!! I think I must keep saving money in order to own this mobile phone..

I think the wishes in wishlist are really hard to achieve but I know if I put my efforts, I will be able to achieve them!!!!! I wish that they will come true soon!!!!!

My peom:
A hopeful heart wish upon the stars
though it might be hard to achieve
nothing is impossible
but things are perishable
therefore do not abandon present
but treasure it
so that in the future
we are able to keep them as beautiful memories
to help us to pull through our bad times
so that we are able to continue to dream
more beautiful and colourful dream
and turn them into reality!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

What a week!!

2004-11-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

I fall sick this week!!!!! So sad!!! I read a lot of different Fan fictions...... Most of those that I read are written by Aelia a friend of mine!!!!! Really love to read her stories!!!!!! ~@~ Such a great friend!!! ~@~

I went to church today with Alicia!! I met a lot of christians and they are very friendly!!! Feel a little bored at first as all of them are fellowshipping and me just listening to Hee jun and Dong Bang Shin Ki songs!!!!! ~**~ They are great singers!! ~**~ But, during lunch, I was able to chat with a few other christians, that was then I feel that I wasn't out of the group.

Planning to go to Malaysia to visit Liana!! But I must wait for my friend's confirmation. Not sure that whether her parents allow her to go to KL with me.... I hope that she is able to go......

There are so many things that I have to do, I hope that I will be able to finsh all of them asap!! I love to do a lot of quizzes so stay tuned for more!!!

My peom:
Sunshine this morning
Gloomy this afternoon
Raining this evening
Windy this night
What a day!!

My thoughts:
Life is so unpredictable
we should cherish every precious
moments we spent with our loved ones.

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Love to do quizzes!!!

2004-11-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

I have not done quiz for quite a while! So here they are!!!!!!

Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love
to any thing or person. You love being
yourself. Even though your cute or not. I think
your just awesome. Like you are peace:)

G:

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk

Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Sign:
Leo Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:
Amber

Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."

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You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)
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E:

size="2">You take the Stairway to
Heaven. Why
stay down when you can go up? You, my ambitious
friend, are going places,
following your dreams. Good for you. Few people
chase their dreams anymore.
Never give that up. You are heading up in the
world, making a name for yourself,
even if it's just a small group who know it. You're
finding your way and are
heading straight for the top. You've got all the
qualities of a great leader and
are probably a very optimistic individual. Though
you can be a bit selfish at
times and have a tendency to step over people in
your way. You must watch that.
You could end up hurting the ones you love if you
put your own goals above them.
Never lose faith in that dream of yours, but make
sure you can keep those close
to you because in the end they'll be the ones to
get you through the tough
times. You have found your place and yourself, few
can do so well and still
struggle to find themselves. Don't let go of that
sense of self you have even in
times of confusion, it will help you pull through.
Be careful of your ego too,
you could lose your balances and once you're at the
top, it's a very long way
down. So be mindful of others, strive forward to
reach your dream, whatever it
may be, be true to yourself, and you keep going up.
Don't let anyone pull you
down.

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You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

What feeling do you represent?
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You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
the pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)

What season are you? (pics)
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You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my userpage
and look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

~@~ Prepare a present for Hee jun Oppa!! ~@~

2004-11-08T13:48:00.000+08:00

I spent my time preparing present for Hee jun!!!! I arranged to meet Yumi at 5pm at Far east and I was late!!! I hope Heejun will like the present!!!!!!

I went to tutor after meeting with Yumi!!!!! So sad, that I wouldn't be able to go with her!! I hope I will be able to go there soon!!!!!! There are so many things for me to do now!! To settle my aunt's accounts and helping my friend with her website!!!!!!! I still got to update all my websites because I have been so busy with school and don't have to time to update them!!!

Planning to finish all these before December!!!!! Hope it will be possible to rush everything in time! My vacation ends on 6 Dec and I hope I can spend that week with my friends and not things which I need to do!!!!!

~@~ Hope everything will go according as planned!!!! ~@~

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I went out with Stephanie!!!

2004-11-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

Haven't go out with Stephanie for quite a while!!!!!! Haven't seen her for quite a while!!!!! At last, we are able to spend a little time with one another!!!!!! We talked about a lot of things!!!!!! We hope that we will be able to go on holiday together!!!!! I had been so busy with school and projects and was not able to go out with her!!! ~@~ Feel so guilty!! ~@~

All of my friends are working now and for me, I'm still a student!!!!! They are able to save monay to go on holiday and for me, I have to take pocket money from my mum!!! So sad!!! Hope that I can start to earn money soon but anyway, I still got a long way to go!!! I have to go to University!!!!!!

So tired now. I think I need sleep now!!! haven't chat with Andy for a week now!!! Wondering how is he!!! Hope everything is going fine for him!!

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

Back from chalet!!!

2004-11-05T13:05:00.000+08:00

At last, there are some friends showed up at the chalet........ I thought no one is coming except Jennifer, Baolin and I. Nerissa, Shanyan, Cecelia and her boyfriend came.. On the second day, Xiaowan and Ben came in the afternoon and Baolin went back in the evening.

Had a great time when Xiaowan was here!!! Thanks for coming all my precious friends!!!

On the second day, we were waiting for WaiLeong to come and at last he reached at nearly 11pm. Jennifer was sick on the second day! So, we left her in the room to take a rest and we went to take supper.

After supper, we chat for a while and we all went to sleep!!!!!

At last, I can come home and sleep!!!! I love my bed!!!!!!!! :P

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

I bought gifts for the Trax!!!!!!!

2004-10-29T03:18:00.000+08:00

Yumi is going to Korea next friday!!!!!! ~@~ I envy her so much, she is able to see SM Family soon!!! ~@~

So sad!!! I received news that Heejun is going to military service soon!!!!!! ~@~ So Sad!! I wouldn't be able to see him in June next year!!!!!! I hope that he will still be working and will not be serving the military service yet! ~@~

~@~ Zutto zutto wish to see him when I go to Korea! ~@~

We went to get our cheque and we went to Lau Pa Sat to take our dinner!! She recommended me to eat the chicken and it is really nice to eat!! ~@~ So Crispy!! ~@~

We went to the Merlion City to view the bay!!! We went to buy Merlion Stand for the TRAX!! ~@~ It's really cute!! ~@~

Colour of the Merlion Stand!!!
Pink for Rose, White for X'mas and 2 Blue for Attack and Typhoon!!!

I hope that they will like all these souvenir!!!!!

My Peom:
What a misty day, love is so unclear these days!
My life is filled with nothing but sadness,
the sadness that you left me when you told me you are leaving.
I don't know what I will do to keep you next to me,
but I know that you will always occupies a place in my heart till the day that death comes to take me away!!
Till then, we will be part forever!!
Copyright by ~~~@ Moon Hee Ri @~~~ 2004

~~~**~~~So Good to be alive for another day, I must treasure it!!!!!~~~**~~~

.:~^*^o^*^~ShEnDy MoOn'S wOnDeRlAnD!~^*^o^*^~:.

Mid-terms are over...

I just did another quiz

Moon Heejun 5th Concert: Returns 1996

I am going to have a new dear dear soon!!

I'm like Kami!!!

At last I finished Korean Level one!!

First Playing Golf experience

On vacation now!!

Finals is killing!!!

I think I will stop writing my fanfic here.

I am thinking of writing a short fanfic now!

More Pictures!

More

Pictures in Paju English Village

All Asians 2007 in Paju English Village in Korea

Pictures took in All Asians Intervasity Debate Competition!

A GREAT DAY!!

I will be exempted from Korean Language course

I got lost in Myeong Dong!!!

At last, I got my mobile!!!

Thank you for all who went to send me off!!!

Busy packing all my stuffs!!

Wings of the angel ~ Snowie Cupid

I've cancelled my mobile.

My poem

Happy!!

Flying off on 15 February!!!

Oh My God!!!

I'm going to Korea on either 18 or 19 Feb

I'm so sad!!!

I'm accepted by Ewha University!!! I'm so happy!!

Hahaha!!!

Really scare now!!!

I have been so busy....

I'm so lucky!!!

I lost my watch

My favourite Song!!!

희존오빠과 재중오빠를 좋아해요!!

MINWOO YOU TOOK MY HEART!!!

Younhee Ounni Joahaeyo!!!

Junnie Oppa is the best!!!

Sad past few weeks... This is my happiest week!!!

Thanks Junnie Oppa!!!!

My computer is down

I am going to change my job

Unforgettable Night!!!!

Finally I am able to complete my fanfic.

Se Eun I miss you so much!!!

I got the tickets for TVXQ Concert!!!

SUN N MOON

I miss Joongie N Junnie!!!!

Finally I got what I wanted!!!

My new camera!!!!

My New Quiz

My apologies to my dear friends!!!

New Year with a New Start

Quiz

Too free now!!!

I love quiz!!!

New Pictures

Some new MV!!

Some new quizzes

New Quiz that I have done!!

Men See You As Playful

Favourite MV

I love today!!!

Happy and Delighted!!

Wonderful!!

I got my Computer!!!

Photos I took in Australia!!!

Everyone must be missing me!!

I'm in Sydney now!!

I'm heading for Australia

Went out with friends!!

My exams are finally over!!

Going to Australia in May!!

I went to Sentosa today!!

Straight A's

New Quiz!!!

.:~^^o^^~ShEnDy MoOn'S wOnDeRlAnD!~^^o^^~:.